I am being a fucking YO yo right now.
I am at this point in my life where i cannot make a fucking decision if my left nipple was going to be cut off and sold on the black market if i didn't.
Everyday i decide something new. Everyday my obsessions change. SOmedays i think i'm dying, other days i feel like i'm in heaven.
I know i'm just being a normal girl... maybe i'm obsessive compulsive. Maybe i"m in love with the thought of being in love.
Maybe somedays i'm cool and other days people want to fucking kill me cause i'm such an annoying piece of shit. BUt then again maybe not.
I'm too nice, too indecisive, too boy crazy, too disorganized...too pudgy (all the christmas food is kicking my arse) but i'm working on it...I am completely OBSESSED with working out and food because in only 9 SHORT DAYS thousands of people are going to see my naked body on the burlesque tour!. I change my fucking mind every fucking day because i don't know what else to do....
I'm content with my comfortable bed, and my awesome friends... I really love hanging out with the boys Aaron and the MIkes... my friend Melody, Zona, The burlesque girls (they are the best!) I'm so happy Tegan is in town now. Malia and Hilary, ....
Friends are good. My weird state of mind, is kinda freaking me out! Maybe I'm just getting nervous for tour!
I am at this point in my life where i cannot make a fucking decision if my left nipple was going to be cut off and sold on the black market if i didn't.
Everyday i decide something new. Everyday my obsessions change. SOmedays i think i'm dying, other days i feel like i'm in heaven.
I know i'm just being a normal girl... maybe i'm obsessive compulsive. Maybe i"m in love with the thought of being in love.
Maybe somedays i'm cool and other days people want to fucking kill me cause i'm such an annoying piece of shit. BUt then again maybe not.
I'm too nice, too indecisive, too boy crazy, too disorganized...too pudgy (all the christmas food is kicking my arse) but i'm working on it...I am completely OBSESSED with working out and food because in only 9 SHORT DAYS thousands of people are going to see my naked body on the burlesque tour!. I change my fucking mind every fucking day because i don't know what else to do....
I'm content with my comfortable bed, and my awesome friends... I really love hanging out with the boys Aaron and the MIkes... my friend Melody, Zona, The burlesque girls (they are the best!) I'm so happy Tegan is in town now. Malia and Hilary, ....
Friends are good. My weird state of mind, is kinda freaking me out! Maybe I'm just getting nervous for tour!
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t5idlewillkillt5:
I know exactly what you mean, im sad i dont really talk to you much anymore 
we all go through things like that, im definetly a victim. only i think im in love with the thoughts that everything only happnes ONE time on this earth then its gone, and by the time im done obsessing about "death" the time for me has come 
we all go through things like that, im definetly a victim. only i think im in love with the thoughts that everything only happnes ONE time on this earth then its gone, and by the time im done obsessing about "death" the time for me has come 
punknitemike:
im one of the most indecisive people ever. for instance, when i go to my local strip club & there will be like 3 or 4 girls dancing, it will take me at least an hour... usually more to just decide which girl i wanna see strip. im horrible when it comes to making a decision. but i think yr just getting alittle nervous because of the tour. i cant believe it starts in only 9 days. wow!!! looking forward to seeing you & the rest of the girls on valentine's day. i cant wait!!!