violet

sometimes when i am all alone in my room, i get sad for no reason. It's not cause i'm alone, i love being alone in my little bedroom haven, but sometimes the weight of the world and life becomes enough for me to shed a couple tears.. I can't tell if they are happy or sad, but i think they are sad... and right now is one of those moments,

maybe i'm having a moment where i analyze life too much...

and my ex boyfriend said something not very nice to me today.

and i'm worried that the boy that i like right now maybe doesn't like me... but i don't know cause we haven't really talked about it.

and i still have a paper to write, and 20 pgs of reading, after i just spent 8 hours at school animating....

and this medication i'm taking is making me feel sick....

and i miss my mom, i haven't seen her in months..

and this birth control is making me gain weight..

and continuing my workout routine has been hard cause this medication i'm taking is making me really tired.

life is great right now, but i just felt like venting about the stuff that is making me sad right now... sometimes i just need a good cry to figure everything out.. So i guess i'm going to continues this session cuddling with my pillow on my bed...watching conan to cheer me up.