One of my best friends from high school is getting married this weekend. I don't know how to feel about it. I'm actually really excited for the wedding, it's going to be so fun. Bt at the same time, it just reminds me of the fact, that I may never get married to anyone. I may never find the love of my life...and I may be like the homeless guy on the street with one tooth and gang green, Granted i'm college educated, and wickedly hilarious, amongst not looking like a monster, but yet acting like one sometimes. A part of me is trying to cope and love the idea of being alone forever, because who knows it may just happen...
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sure it's nice to have someone around or to lay with...but other than that...it's really difficult...Those question comes up in my head...is this for convienence...is this me trying to fill some void...is this going to last...am I settling for less...is this really making me happy???
getting close to people is dangerous...don't do it unless you are willing to pay the price$