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What are you doing this Monday?

I wanted to see if you would like to go to the Roxy. It's a Metal Skool night. If you have ever seen them it's a comedy routine, more than a band they dress up in spandex and play old glam rock covers which is funny because even though they have an hour and a half set they only play about 6 songs the rest is them just talking to the crowd. It's sold out every Monday it's a party for sure. Since I work there as well I can get you and as many friends as you like on the guest list for free so you don't have to pay. Bring who ever you like.

I used to teach kickboxing at my old gym (Lucille Roberts, bitches!), but that was more aerobic stuff rather than technique.

I take boxing with two different instructors:

Chris's class is more cardio-y - drills, that's kind of stuff. Juan is more technique - like sparring and form and posture. Both are great classes, and both beat the crap out of me.

And there are like 230847235 push ups in both classes, too.

*sweaty*

what's up mama?
when are u going to throw down some more pics

hahaha gay porn.... nice to meet ya!

I hear I thought my sex drive was starting to go into overdrive. *bows* I am humbled in your presense.

It's always so nice on days when we feel pretty! You are gorgeous ... go out and feel better. You deserve it, chicky!

Love,
Suzy

I'm still sorry you feel bad. Yet am glad your eye is doing better. You are very beautiful and Deserve to get out and not be in a house all the time. Listen to Deftones, I haven't heard them in a while. They are so good. I would play "Be Quiet and Drive" all the time, even though It reminds me of a bad time in my life its still a good song. Oh and Vodka, just a bit, at least a shot for me I'm out. Take Care

ARRRRRRRRR Back at you!!!

I just read your entry but it is not just the guys who are shitty my ex is keeping me around just incase she can't find someone but the bad part is I know it and I can't get my self out... So I feel your pain girl so again ARRRRRRRRRR

[Edited on Jan 24, 2005 9:55PM]

HEY!

We have the same birthday & like Sinatra & the Big Lebowski...

I'm not joining your Shitty-BF group thought...

Oh, baby girl ... I was reading your last couple posts. Fuckin' dudes, man! I'm sure you deserve so much better. I only seem to date emotionally unavailable men. Don't know what the attraction is, but I guess I like a challenge. They never get better, though. They just stay asses until you can't stand them any more and leave ... and then they stalk you, because they *love* you, and now you are a lousy bitch because they thought you were *different* and all that sick shit.

Being sick is probably a blessing. You need the rest!

{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}

Love,
Suzy

Man o man. Don't get me started. Please find a way to move past this one. I know the "bad" boys are so cool, but u deserve so much better. It seems to be the most unhealthy thing in ur life.

On the SG set tip lets talk this week, u r up late right?

I gotta agree with the others. You need to move on. Regardless of how he may have acted in the past, this incident shows him for who he really is. The cold hard fact is the chips were down and he couldn't/wouldn't step up. That's no way to be towards anyone; family/friend/significant other.

Think about the long term. What the fuck kind of father would this guy make?


Anyway feel better. And never forget that you deserve better. Like a thousand times better.

I can't believe the way people act sometimes. Feel better lady.

What? You weigh more than 105 already? I don't believe it.

115...jeez, i'm surprised you're not blowing away in the wind already

Yeah, everyone says that.

No, hold on a minute, just wtf are the on about?



viva la burrito.

my roommate's cousin is going to try and get me started in kickboxing. She goes to a gym just up the street from my apartment and it's only $10 a lesson, or $40 a month for unlimited use. It sounds cool, cause some days you just feel like hitting stuff...

and my roommate told me I can't break any more doors in the apartment.

hope you're feeling better!

go ninja go ninja GO!

nah your not weak... just upset.... go get inked... go on, go on, go on.... have something big and cool... ooh no... have something written... something that you can always look back on and reflect at times like this

thats why i had my forearms done.... i'm big on the whole stop dwelling, start doing and my forearms remind me of that...

so a block of text that means something to you, something someone has said to cheer you up in the past or something wise that someone has said to make you see things arent as bad as they appear etc.

still cant help with the hug as i'm still no closer than i was the other day, but a great big hug in spirit is winging its way across the ocean

don't have a drink though, be strong, stick it out... certainly no pills... to many of my friends turn straight to them when they're down.... christ i hate it... is far to easy a solution... except its not it just delays...

anyway got side tracked then

why doesnt amazon sell tattoos... you could put them on your wish list... i'd buy you one then as a cheer you up gift... maybe next time im in CA working (couple of months) i'll treat you to one

hope you're feeling alittle happier

never know... maybe that scratch card will come in today

i'm always here if you need to vent

and your fella is just as lucky a lad... it just seems like he doesnt realize it often enough... but i'm sure he will... and if not... trust me, its his loss, not yours

how true that quote is...

actually the quote on my forearms maybe extremely relevant to you in you current situation...

when near ink, one gets stained black
when near vermillion, one gets stained red

...

think on it

helps me out a lot

a lot of people ask what it means to which i always tell them... think on it

they also ask what vermillion is... incase you dont know... its like ink... only red

hope you smile soon... you better... i dont want to have to come all the way over there just to see you smile

but next time i am in CA, the drinks (fruit juice of course ) are on me

speak soon