I managed to do absolutely nothing today. I have not left the house once.
I have not heard from dude, and I am kinda wondering where he is, but I'm not calling him. We just need space and he needs to realize what he is throwing away. So space he shall have. In the meantime I have good friends and a good job to keep...
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I have not heard from dude, and I am kinda wondering where he is, but I'm not calling him. We just need space and he needs to realize what he is throwing away. So space he shall have. In the meantime I have good friends and a good job to keep...
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I am not doing a goddamn thing today because I don't have to.
The end.
P.S. Sorry for my drunken lame-o post. When I get in mood when I'm drunk it's not pretty. The funny part is I don't miss Nick today, I don't care my sister is mad at me anymore, and I'm more concerned with getting shit done for work even though it...
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The end.
P.S. Sorry for my drunken lame-o post. When I get in mood when I'm drunk it's not pretty. The funny part is I don't miss Nick today, I don't care my sister is mad at me anymore, and I'm more concerned with getting shit done for work even though it...
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thescottness:
everyone likes doing nothing!
hell, I'm at work and doing nothing.
IT FEELS GREAT!
glad you're feeling a bit better!
*hugs*
hell, I'm at work and doing nothing.
IT FEELS GREAT!
glad you're feeling a bit better!
*hugs*
eugene:
Hey sweet thaaaang!
Hell yea! Everybody deserves to take a day off from time to time for complete nonsense. You know how they say rules are made to be broken? Well the same goes for work. Without hooky I would become something terrible like a Republican!
And thank you for your kind words. Sometimes I just dont know what to do or how to deal with this. Your positive vibes and mojo are always appreciated. Its good to know that I have people here that I can relate to such as yourself. It really does make a difference.
Heres a big hug for you darlin.
Oops! That was just a chicken.
Hell yea! Everybody deserves to take a day off from time to time for complete nonsense. You know how they say rules are made to be broken? Well the same goes for work. Without hooky I would become something terrible like a Republican!
And thank you for your kind words. Sometimes I just dont know what to do or how to deal with this. Your positive vibes and mojo are always appreciated. Its good to know that I have people here that I can relate to such as yourself. It really does make a difference.
Heres a big hug for you darlin.
Oops! That was just a chicken.
Hi.
I'm in a mood.
I am drunk and self-destructive. Fucking hot huh.
Tell me how you're doing.
Guess what. I'm still drunk, so I'm going to explain.
Today should have been a good day. I sold a $900 training package, which means I get $600. That ruled. My clients are extremely obese but it's going to be a positive challenge. I am excited to...
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I'm in a mood.
I am drunk and self-destructive. Fucking hot huh.
Tell me how you're doing.
Guess what. I'm still drunk, so I'm going to explain.
Today should have been a good day. I sold a $900 training package, which means I get $600. That ruled. My clients are extremely obese but it's going to be a positive challenge. I am excited to...
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pocketrocket:
damn....sounds a lot like a post you had a few months ago...sorry that the weight of a n assholes negative attitude has befallen you. if i was you i w ould say fuck it an go with your mates, geta good drink on ,an party your tears away irish style. life moves forward, blah balh balh balh...you heard it a million times, i dont know what toreally tell you, it sux we have all been there. just eat good food , work out, drink, an masturbate until the right person comes along.
broadwaybee:
You have to put YOURSELF FIRST, first.
So I have been up since 5:45 a.m. this morning organizing, typing up legal documents, buying work supplies, studying, running errands, and going insane about trying to get everything situated. There is so much I still have to do, like get insurance, and finish my laundry, and run a million more errands before I go to train my first couple tonight. Which I am also...
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broadwaybee:
Fuck that, I eat more now than did I ever.
thescottness:
if I keep smoking the way I do I'll need 2 soon enough.
Omfg, best day ever at work today. I am in love with my boss- she is SO FUCKING COOL! She's splitting all the training so I get 75% of the profits, PLUS all the clients are really fucking awesome. It's an in-home training thing so I get to drive to their houses and work them out at home so it's a really relaxed environment. It...
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broadwaybee:
I was 5'3" and 197, bitch. I got you beat like WOAH.
Weekend Update:
Went to Mexico, got an array of prescription drugs and I am quite pleased with them. I also got a giant pink sombrero with sparkly things on it that Adam pitched in on...thanks duder
Saturday night ended up at Nick's house. (plz don't lecture me, I know.) I was upset and he invited me over late ("you don't sound so good, come over,...
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Went to Mexico, got an array of prescription drugs and I am quite pleased with them. I also got a giant pink sombrero with sparkly things on it that Adam pitched in on...thanks duder
Saturday night ended up at Nick's house. (plz don't lecture me, I know.) I was upset and he invited me over late ("you don't sound so good, come over,...
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broadwaybee:
*applause*
Atta girl.
Atta girl.
tadzi:
glad to see you are thinkin the right way 
So last night I uhm, well, didn't quite stick to the whole sobriety thing. I had 2 glasses of wine, 2 beers, and 2 martinis, and a whole lotta klonopins. I also met the Pistachio King of the Pacific Northwest at my best friend Joy's bar, hung out with my old boss, hung out with Mike D, and you guessed it, ate pistachios while trying...
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tadzi:
wow.....ive never met ANYONE else who used the "smashed assholes" line....i feel so less unique now.
lores:
I'm a sucker for both pistachios and pretty girls. Both in one night sounds like good times 
Today is day one of NO STRESS OR THINKING ABOUT NEGATIVE SHIT WEEK. (I'm going to do this weekly so I don't cop out- if I was like THIS IS DAY ONE OF NO STRESS OR THINKING ABUOT NEGATIVE SHIT YEAR, that would fall through in about 45 seconds.)
SO, TODAY
I am going to get a facial
I WILL get my damn hoo hoo...
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SO, TODAY
I am going to get a facial
I WILL get my damn hoo hoo...
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tadzi:
you NEED to spend a lot of time out and about.
best thing for ya.
best thing for ya.
evil75:
Hi too...
Talked. We're cool. Both of us need to get our heads on straight. He wants some alone time, and I need a vacation from all the stress I've been under. So this weekend we're not hanging out and me and Garbage are going to Mexico.
Nick said I could call him anytime I wanted and that things between us are not over. More than likely...
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Nick said I could call him anytime I wanted and that things between us are not over. More than likely...
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broadwaybee:
Um....why don't YOU get on his jock??
daggers:
55 guys names juan and 55 bottles of cheep tequila
I still have no idea what is going on. I stayed at his house last night, but I think he is upset with me still. I have to wait to talk to him again tonight. I can't stop crying.
I just want things to be good again. I just want him to care.
I don't want to hurt anymore.
Conversation from last night- it's long...
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I just want things to be good again. I just want him to care.
I don't want to hurt anymore.
Conversation from last night- it's long...
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carryavengeance:
well for your sake i sure hope you can get a straight answer
conqueringking:
That was damn awful. It makes me want to fly out there and pound him....
You are way to awesome to put up with this shit. Everyone I have as a friend on this site has something about them that makes them unique and awesome. You are no exception. He he can't see that he's a retarded. Then again anyone who says. "IF Im doing anything like pumping gas...then you cant come over." or something like that...that's fucked up....He's not paying for your gas. He's not begging you to come over. You're doing it of your own free will. You aren't demanding his time. It doesnt take much effort to cuddle.... He's trying to throw probably the best thing in his life away. And instead of being a man about it. He's acting like a little chicken shit and it's hurting you more. And then to make matters worse he's trying to place you in some kind of standby bootycall postion. Tell the Fatboy.."He cant have his cake and eat it too" I see exactly what he's really trying to do and it pisses me off so much right now.
sorry to hear things have taken another turn with the fella, the ups and down hey...
life would be much easier without him, but then i've been telling you that for ages
of course things will be ok... they always are long term
they're a suppressant not a cure... just like anything a doctor would give you...
anyway sounds like you're in good spirits which is nice
speak soon
So that was a good point about the tattoo ... I was actually thinking after I wrote it that IF I had both a hot pink bra and a hot pink tattoo ... and a red shirt ... that somehow that would work better than just one of each ... so I'm gonna do it. What's the worst thing that could happen? That I get to recite my FAVORITE line?
It seemed like a good idea at the time...
I want a new tattoo also but can't decide what to get. I think my opportunity comes next week so I better decide quick!
Have a great day!