A change of events far sooner than expected.
I went to the wedding last night only to ditch out as soon as the ceremony was over. It was the most depressing this I've ever been to. I left almost in tears going, oh fuck no one will ever want to marry me, and then I was like, but I don't even care to get married,...
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I went to the wedding last night only to ditch out as soon as the ceremony was over. It was the most depressing this I've ever been to. I left almost in tears going, oh fuck no one will ever want to marry me, and then I was like, but I don't even care to get married,...
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Ok over my anxiety attack thanks to my klonopins, psychic, old hockey coach, nikonphoto80, and Karla.
I am going to that wedding and I am going to get smashed off free booze and eat cake and have a good time if it kills me.
Everything is going to be ok, I have to make this my mantra.
P.S. My psychic says I will get that...
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I am going to that wedding and I am going to get smashed off free booze and eat cake and have a good time if it kills me.
Everything is going to be ok, I have to make this my mantra.
P.S. My psychic says I will get that...
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z_x_silas:
good luck
"there ain't many like me not too many like me too many want to be like me it's not likly." -necro
"there ain't many like me not too many like me too many want to be like me it's not likly." -necro
suzy_kabloozy:
OMG ... this place is just like the Money Pit except for two things: 1) It's not my money, it's the slumlord's money (hence the GREAT job they are doing), and 2) The workers are TWEAKERS. Need I say more? Like all the stuff I complain about is small, really, but since there are like 800 things it is getting on my nerves. Must every light switch be backwards? Sometimes I think God hates me!
How are you today?
How are you today?
Omg, terrible nightmares last night, and hardly any sleep to account for them. I am in a disturbed mood this morning.
Then I wake up to my credit card accounts being all fucked up, and now I have 2 recockulous payments to make instead of one in the beginning of June. I tried to make a transfer and they only transferred half of my balance,...
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Then I wake up to my credit card accounts being all fucked up, and now I have 2 recockulous payments to make instead of one in the beginning of June. I tried to make a transfer and they only transferred half of my balance,...
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nikonphoto80:
Your night was a lot better than mine if that is what you did.
nikonphoto80:
Firs off I tried to get a hold of this girl (who I really like but gives me so many mixed signals some times she hugs me and lays her head on my shoulder and some times she seems like she hates me and some times I dont know what to think) but this girl hasnt returned my text messages or phone calls in almost 2 weeks and last night was no exception. Than me and my friend Laura went to eat, the food was pretty good but I didnt need to spend all that money. Then we went to the bar and I got a beer that was almost 3 dollars and than I gave the bar tender 1 dollar and It tasted like it had gone bad so I had to just sit it down. There was this really stupid guy who keep bugging me. But one of my other friends from high school showed up and he bought me 2 beers and Laura some drinks I think he likes Laura and was trying to impress her but she doesnt like him so that sucks. Than we went to this party with a bunch of wired people and some thugs with gold teeth and shit who was giving some of us attitude, my high school friend left disappointed I thank because Laura was talking to all these other guys and finally I left came home alone sober and bored so I got on SG that was the best part of my night.
I might go see a movie tonight with my sister. Or get drunk with Garbage. Or Karla. Or just stay in as I am bloated and tired as fuck, especially from GOING TO E3 TODAY!!
Woo!
It was pretty damn cool, I saw a lot of games I really want to play and a lot of games I don't understand who the fuck shelled...
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Woo!
It was pretty damn cool, I saw a lot of games I really want to play and a lot of games I don't understand who the fuck shelled...
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thescottness:
ARRRRR!
WHY THE HELL DID I HAVE TO WORK TODAY!
I'm a nerd... plain and simple. I've wanted to go to E3 since I first heard about it 6 years ago, but I've never had the connections to get in. Now the once chance I have and I gotta' work.... WHAT THE FUCK!!!
DDR people are crazy. JJ_R0x0rZ is amazing at it. However, she took me to an arcade where a dude was playing both sides of the machine and rocking it hard. He was crazy, and slightly scary.
Nerds are funny though. I stood in line to see Star Wars III for an hour and a half, but DAMN there were some freaky people there. And one guy smelled vaguely of 5 day old milk.
Debauchary = not so much, but I am drunk as hell right now sooooo.... that's something.
p.s. anytime you want coffee, just text me.... you still have my number right? I spend most of my weekends in NoHo anyway so it shouldn't be any problem to shoot up there for an hour or two.
WHY THE HELL DID I HAVE TO WORK TODAY!
I'm a nerd... plain and simple. I've wanted to go to E3 since I first heard about it 6 years ago, but I've never had the connections to get in. Now the once chance I have and I gotta' work.... WHAT THE FUCK!!!
DDR people are crazy. JJ_R0x0rZ is amazing at it. However, she took me to an arcade where a dude was playing both sides of the machine and rocking it hard. He was crazy, and slightly scary.
Nerds are funny though. I stood in line to see Star Wars III for an hour and a half, but DAMN there were some freaky people there. And one guy smelled vaguely of 5 day old milk.
Debauchary = not so much, but I am drunk as hell right now sooooo.... that's something.
p.s. anytime you want coffee, just text me.... you still have my number right? I spend most of my weekends in NoHo anyway so it shouldn't be any problem to shoot up there for an hour or two.
deathhippie:
Dude, I must say that you are rad. Your story of E3 is the EXACT same thoughts I had the first time I went. SOOOO many guys there, just drooling over miss bunny meets tentacleman part 4. I felt sorry for a lot of them.
So, back to you being rad. I thought all the intelligent girls that were into games lived in the UK. So you get my "holy shit, you rock" award. Not that it matters to anyone else, or grants you any special privlages in the world, but you still rock in my book. well, its late, I am still pumped from the night, and rambling like a mad man. So I will stop wasting your space. G'night.
So, back to you being rad. I thought all the intelligent girls that were into games lived in the UK. So you get my "holy shit, you rock" award. Not that it matters to anyone else, or grants you any special privlages in the world, but you still rock in my book. well, its late, I am still pumped from the night, and rambling like a mad man. So I will stop wasting your space. G'night.
Thank you for all the kind words and well wishes, I feel a lot better today minus the grenades going off in my ovaries. If I can ever give you guys a hug or a drink or some chocolate let me know. I owe you bigtime
Especially Sinatras_Doll. I think I might go insane without that girl. I love her more than anyone and...
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thescottness:
awwwwwe... dammit.
I knew I shoulda' skipped work today to go to E3....
dammit.
*sigh*
well I'm glad you're feeling better Pookie McKittystein... the third... esquire. er something.
*hugs*
p.s. G.I. JOE!
I knew I shoulda' skipped work today to go to E3....
dammit.
*sigh*
well I'm glad you're feeling better Pookie McKittystein... the third... esquire. er something.
*hugs*
p.s. G.I. JOE!
deathhippie:
Thank, getting ready to leave right now.
Was Baudelaire a french writer of somesorts? The name is familiar but I can not connect the dots.
If s/he was a write what did they publish? It must be fairly good to deserve a tat.
Was Baudelaire a french writer of somesorts? The name is familiar but I can not connect the dots.
If s/he was a write what did they publish? It must be fairly good to deserve a tat.
Ok totally pmsing on top of this all too. I just started tearing up cus on the Simpsons, Bart & Lisa are giving away puppies and then I started missing my puppy that got given away.
And now I miss Nick and Apollo
And now I am crying. God, what is wrong with me? I need a hug.
Omg. God bless Garbage. He just...
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And now I miss Nick and Apollo
And now I am crying. God, what is wrong with me? I need a hug.
Omg. God bless Garbage. He just...
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nikonphoto80:
I got your email did you want one of my art cards or some of my art there is a deferens the art card is made up for a show and some times has a photo of the artist on it and there is a different one printed for every show or were you saying you wanted me to send you some of my art.
deathhippie:
E3 is the shit! I have went for the 4 years straight. Get drunk, have fun. I am skipping this year to hit a show in S.D. If I knew you were going, I wouldn't have offered to do the bitch work at my work. sigh, hope you have a good time.
1 date? thats it? Your extremely beautiful and seem cool as hell. hmmm, simi valley.. thats like.. 2 and half hours from here.. You like Vodka to eh.. Vodka is my mistress.
If you ever want to go drinking, catch a show, hit the beach at night, or just kick let me know. I'll drive my ass up there if its a friday.
-edit-
P.S. *Hugs* cheer up.
[Edited on May 19, 2005 4:24AM]
1 date? thats it? Your extremely beautiful and seem cool as hell. hmmm, simi valley.. thats like.. 2 and half hours from here.. You like Vodka to eh.. Vodka is my mistress.
-edit-
P.S. *Hugs* cheer up.
[Edited on May 19, 2005 4:24AM]
Please God, I don't want to hurt anymore. Please let the bad shit end.
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poopiepants05:
Kisses and hugs!!
You are beautiful, and nobody or nothing is worth pain!! feel better!
xoxo
kelly bear
You are beautiful, and nobody or nothing is worth pain!! feel better!
xoxo
kelly bear
doll_:
i agree whole heartedly with poopie pants.
Got an interview at a Physical Therapy Outpatient Center in Westlake on Thursday morning for an Office Manager position. Rayna wants to give me someone MWF @ 7:30 a.m., I have a client in Santa Clarita MW at 7 p.m.. another on Tuesdays at 6:30 p.m., and a possible client at 5 a.m. on Thursdays. If I get this job I don't know what the...
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ciel:
the cakes i made a few days ago...
yes i mean a pencap
i would eat cakes if i had any....
yes i mean a pencap
i would eat cakes if i had any....
conqueringking:
Here's a long distance hug from me to you.
I did everything on my list and then some.
I got a new phone today. It's confusing and I think I want my shitbrick phone back. This one has too many doodads and gadgets on it. Granted I was using a cell phone so old the dude at Verizon was like whoa I forgot they even made these...
So yeah, now I have this phone...
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I got a new phone today. It's confusing and I think I want my shitbrick phone back. This one has too many doodads and gadgets on it. Granted I was using a cell phone so old the dude at Verizon was like whoa I forgot they even made these...
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aaxxx:
oh sorry but the manuals can be confusing like what the fuck do they mean??? especially the one for my camera i was like what the fuck does all this shit mean I didnt know how to really use my camera until I took a photo class... yeah so I understand... I mean I dont think I am retarded...am I???
aaxxx:
I never thought of it that way... its probably written by the dorks who made the product so they think that everyone must have some idea of how to use it cause they do or some bull like that... its starting to make sense... well actually not really this whole worlds fucked up!!! I just got two calls from work asking my why Im not there event though I called in sick yesterday at 10am... fuckers
Why do I always sleep through step class on Monday mornings?
Tomorrow I have a client at 5 fucking a.m. I don't know how I am going to do this considering she lives like 35 miles away. That means I have to get up at 4, which means I have to go to bed at 9. That means I have to take sleeping pills, which...
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Tomorrow I have a client at 5 fucking a.m. I don't know how I am going to do this considering she lives like 35 miles away. That means I have to get up at 4, which means I have to go to bed at 9. That means I have to take sleeping pills, which...
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broadwaybee:
I need a pedicure like WOAH.
No one will ever want to marry me or date me for that mater and it seems like even be friends with me so you are so much better off than me if that makes you fell any better.
I hope you get lots of clients. I need a job worse than almost anything it seems like there is nothing out there, Im going to try to start my own part time large format printing business since iv got this 5 foot long printer I might as well use it for something besides my photos but dame I need a full time job like a week ago I hope this week is better than the last 2.
I hope the new job works out and I hope the arm terns out good.