violently

I really need to learn to be a stronger person. With that in mind, today I am going to get dolled up and go out and listen to Joan Jett really loud and try to focus on doing things for me and making myself happy. Yes I will probably be at the bar by 7 tonight, at the latest. Haha.

I had a wonderful conversation with the love of my life last night, and she cheers me up and makes me so fucking happy. I don't know how to explain to you all how much this woman means to me. She is my soulmate and I feel like I should start a Sinatras_doll Appreciation Thread because she is so wonderful. Seriously folks, she makes me all warm and tingly and happy like no one else can.

Bunnies in Ireland I looooooove yoooooooooooou!!!!

Ok, now that everyone has vomited from my sappiness...

I am still super exhausted today again, considering I got up an hour ago and I have nothing to do today, but whatever. I guess today will just be a loungy day and maybe later I will go get some Thai food. Tonight I'll either be chillin with
Garbage, my friend Joy, the lesbians at Girlbar, Jaime at Scotland Yard, or maybe with my cat and some movies. I don't know. It probably depends on how much meat I eat today, in which case, I guess I'll try to eat a lot.

Maybe I will even be able to get to the gym today. *Crosses fingers*

I had a really weird dream about SG and Nick last night. Apparently I shot a set and it got accepted and Nick found out and was like I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU and blah blah blah. So I tried to hide it from him but then he got angrier and I don't know. It was just weird. I can't remember much of it. And speaking of him I hope I get to see him this weekend, but I am not holding my breath

Ok here is a list of things I am grateful for before I start getting all gay up in this bitch:

-good friends, irl & on the intarweb
-clean socks
-god or whoever is upstairs
-a cool job
-my sleeve being done
-metal
-Brooke Brooke and more Brooke
-kitties, puppies, and other small cuddly animals
-captain jack even though he is in squirrel heaven
-and last but not least, dessert. i plan on eating dessert of some sort today because dammit, i can.

Random question for you all based on that last one: What is your favorite dessert?

I think mine is flan, or creme brulee, or ice cream. The best is creme brulee ice cream, or oatmeal cookie ice cream. Actually, I think just Ben & Jerry's in general.

Alright, happy Friday, I'm done rambling.

Fleece.