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Thank you for all the kind words and well wishes, I feel a lot better today minus the grenades going off in my ovaries. If I can ever give you guys a hug or a drink or some chocolate let me know. I owe you bigtime Especially Sinatras_Doll. I think I might go insane without that girl. I love her more than anyone and I can't wait to go visit her and rip shit up <3<3<3

Tomorrow is E3 with Adam. I am really excited about being out of the house and getting to hang out with him for a whole day, at a gaming convention no less. Mucho fun tomorrow for sure.

I also spoke to my tattoo artist today and booked more time for next week; my sleeve is so close to finished I can't believe it. Next I will have him start on my back. MMM ink. buzz buzz buzz yay

Someone special to me called me keety kat today. That has made me so happy you have no idea. That is a special nickname only one person is allowed to call me and they only say it when they really care. It soothes me so much to hear it. Also, Karla has taken to calling me Pookie. I feel loved. I don't know what it is about nicknames that make me happy, but they really do.

I also had a very cathartic therapy session today. Just felt the need to share, but goddamn, if any of you ever need a therapist, let me know. Mine is the goddamn shit and I love her to death. Plus she has a British accent and it makes me happy and it calms me down when I am freaking out.

I have to remember to be thankful for everything in my life, even when shit is bad because I am learning something from it regardless, and learning means knowing, and knowing is half the battle.

I hope I keep feeling this happy. I think I will. I KNOW everything is going to be ok. I know it with my heart and soul and mind.

I am going to go watch the Spongebob movie now. Goodnight