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So we finally did the photo shoot last night. My sister was totally unprepared, which is ridiculous since it was for her portfolio. I mean, come on, you're supposed to have your shit together and make things pro so when future clients see your work they don't wonder how the hell you made it through school.

So needless to say, I was wearing too much make-up and my hair was unimpressive. Also, my face looked fat and because I was so tired and miserable by the end of it all, the majority of the photos are of me looking like an abused circus seal. So, of course, once I get a copy of the pics I'll post the few decent ones there are so you all can laugh. My dude really did do an awesome job though considering what he had to work with. I heart that boy.

So with Xmas coming up and all, I've decided to ignore all the xmas bullshit because of the fact that the Lakers are playing the Heat on Saturday. That is all that matters to me at this point- hanging with the dude or some of the girls and watching that shit and pounding some beers. And, I am allowing myself the beers, because I have been very good and have not been drunk since Slayer. The 17th. Yeah I know that's like 5 days, but that's really good for me ok? Shh.

New Year's resolutions that have been popping about in my mind include:

-Finding a job that makes me really happy and allows me to move the fuck out
-Getting back into really good shape and getting more excercise than I have been getting
-Start teaching kickboxing finally
-Go back to school of some sort
-Learn to budget my money better
-Finding some cool new hobbies

In other news, my back is still royally fucked up and I have no idea what is wrong with it. If it's still like this by Monday I'm going to a chiropractor. Right now I guess I am going to finish checking my email and then lay about and read. Hit me up if you're bored yo.

xoxo

P.S. I <3 sinatras_doll

P.P.S. I finally had an O with dude last night after like months of not being able to for some reason!!