Sunday Jul 25, 2004

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weekends are not long enough and i feel sick that this one is already over. i seriously don't feel right at home anymore, i feel like i'm missing something. i don't know what to do with myself.

i should be in corona right now laying in bed with the boy i love and watching predator.

someone make it be the weekend already. frown
eazy:
Poof there it is. Oh crap my magic wand is on the fritz again, damn american engineering.

I love ur love. I miss that feeling. I wish u all the best with that.
trebo:
dont think of it as the days of the week. thimk of it as the days UNTIL YOU SEE YOUR BOY, WATCHING PREDATOR.
somehow it goes by quicker.

Monday Jul 19, 2004

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dammit, i want to be a suicide girl.
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violently:
email me or hit me up on aim if you want: violentlyalive
beaky:
dammit, I want you to be a suicide girl

Sunday Jul 18, 2004

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Man I am such a moron.

So after yesterday's post, I called my sister and cried my eyes out to her, after which I felt a hell of a lot better. I guess I just needed to cry, cus she didn't tell me anything I didn't already know. Sometimes it's hard to just listen to your heart though. It seems like it couldn't just be...
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trebo:
CHOCALATE CAKE MMMMMMM..... you know y chocalate cake is better than sex?? it lasts longer! biggrin
when i was growing up ( telling my age here ) i use to watch linda carter on t.v playing wonder woman. i had the biggest crush on her. oh well another stroll down memory lane blush wink
u gotta post the pics when halloween comes around.
apex_tiki:
mmm pasta and calamari

Saturday Jul 17, 2004

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I don't wanna be emo, I don't wanna be wondering, I don't wanna care.

And I wouldn't if I hadn't drank so much this last week. After binge drinking I turn into an emo whore for a few days, today being no exception.

Remember: Just breathe.
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violently:
i live on the west end, kind of close to thousand oaks.

i train at a gym in calabasas, i'm not doing home training right now.

you're a fitness instructor? as in trainer also? or what do you teach? i'm trying to get into teaching kickboxing at the moment.

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trebo:
good fuckin question. cicinnati is a consevative town, and also a city where in 2000 we were the 8th fattest city in america!!
as far as the job with fitworks its all incentive base and u could make really good money if your in some type of management position.
im going to school for massage therapy and oct 2005 cant come soon enough (graduate then ) i take state boards in november and then i dont have to worry about someone else paying me.

Thursday Jul 15, 2004

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my bed is lonely.

the last 3 days have been a drunken blur. i have no idea how i have been getting 3 hours of sleep and then getting up at 5 am and training my clients still drunk. good thing vodka doesn't make you smell, it's easier to let everyone think i'm a little loopy rather than a lush. wouldn't go over too well...
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violently:
i just don't like sleeping alone, and i got spoiled the last few days. i'm a goob.

hi back at ya duder, nice to meet you smile
isetfires:
drunk all the time gets old... especially for the other person who has to undress and wipe up your puke b4 putting you to bed, this i know from both ends. somebody broke a forty over my head once..that glass is thick. if you like at the gates ( at the gates became "the haunted" ) you should listen to darkest hour.

skull

Sunday Jul 11, 2004

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"I wanna fuck you soo bad!"

Hahahah text messages like this make me smile forever

I heart that boy. biggrin
hera:
I know what you mean bout text msgs like that... they're my favorite biggrin
slc7675:
wink

Sunday Jul 11, 2004

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I got to make out with a hot redhead last night. I also got to drink a bunch of Guinness and jack and cokes. And today I get to have a hangover and be at work until 1.

I wanna go home and lay in bed with the kitty and be a larf.

Thursday Jul 08, 2004

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omfg mycomputer is fucked 17 ways till sunday, so i am at mysister's house usingher shit and thespace bar is breaking.

i get to see nick tomorrow. smile so hot right now.

fucking 90 miles. I KEEL J00!! i would beat a nun to make out with him right now. i think i am going to have to make do with karla.

peace and camel fleece,...
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Sunday Jul 04, 2004

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Radass weekend. I saw Rambo: First Blood for the very first time while lounging like cats on the couch with my duder. That movie is fucking sooooo lame hahahah. And apparently there are like a grip of Rambo movies. I had no idea. They should make a new one, Rambo 1293821932: Rambo kills the entire world using a Campbell's Soup can lid and a bobby...
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sexydevil:
Wow!
That really makes me sad. You were getting the lay of a lifetime Tuesday and I was at the DMV......life just doesnt seem fair! frown
I tried to add you as a friend but I somehow messed that up.
Oh well maybe I can be so lucky as to figure it out....
James
violently:
hey i tried to add you back and i think i fucked it up. i'ma try again.

nice to meet you btw

Tuesday Jun 29, 2004

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I talked to Mike D today. Today would be our normal Tuesday night "Let's go to a shithole cus no one drinks on Tuesdays and see how many beers it takes before we have fun." But since he moved to fucking MISSOURI that's so not gonna happen. Boo. Anyways, we were talking about how when he gets back we'd like to open a bar and...
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Sunday Jun 27, 2004

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Weekends are too short. I miss him already. All I'm left with is a beatdown body and another week of waiting.

God now I feel all shitty. Like a shot of 99 bananas. I swear to god I am going to kick that waitresses ass. "It's good, I made it up!" LIKE HELL IT'S GOOD. If I could remember what you looked like I would...
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desmobile:
so you agree with my journal entry! wink
desmobile:
nothing more true than this fucking song! biggrin

Thursday Jun 24, 2004

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It's almost tomorrow. This week went by sooo slow. This distance thing bugs the shit outta me, I can't even just cruise over to his pad to lay around and talk shit and watch tv; it has to be this thought out thing where I'm there for at least a day. Not that I mind that, I just wish I could spend more than one...
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