Last night my girlfriend Joy took me out for Thai food. Talk about comfort food. I am all about tofu pineapple curry and Thai Iced Tea when I'm sad now.
I got a fortune cookie with dinner too. It said, "Good things come to those who wait. Be patient."
If that's not the universe telling me something I don't know what is. I will be...
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I got a fortune cookie with dinner too. It said, "Good things come to those who wait. Be patient."
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Must. Be. Strong.
I am feeling horribly insecure and gross right now. I don't want to put on make-up or cute clothes or go anywhere in public.
But I am going to force myself to go out anyway.
I miss jerkface.
I am feeling horribly insecure and gross right now. I don't want to put on make-up or cute clothes or go anywhere in public.
But I am going to force myself to go out anyway.
I miss jerkface.
trebo:
,Thats for being you!
,Thats for being you!I think I would like to work construction. Or be a mechanic. I like physical activity and I like getting dirty.
I should have been a boy.
I should have been a boy.
So my sister called me today and needs me to model for her! Apparently her school (Paul Mitchell) is having a show or something and the students have to bring in models and do their hair and make up and have them do a photo shoot. She wants to do my hairand make up all renaissance/gothic and I get to go find a gothicy costume...
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trebo:
Modeling!?? Hmm.....that should be fun! 
Umm...You had a date last night and cancelled!??? I understand how you feel. You could have told him the situation and still went out to have fun!
btw I WANT TO GO TO THE LAKERS GAME!!....Oh yeah i forgot I live in Ohio.
Keep your head up you pretty sexy woman!!
Umm...You had a date last night and cancelled!??? I understand how you feel. You could have told him the situation and still went out to have fun!
btw I WANT TO GO TO THE LAKERS GAME!!....Oh yeah i forgot I live in Ohio.
Keep your head up you pretty sexy woman!!
we're taking a break, to let the air between us cleanse.
i miss him already. i just want to be loved and held and told everything is going to be ok. i don't understand why he can't do that for me.
everyone seems to think he'll be back around in a week or so...i just have to get my life back together and learn how...
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i miss him already. i just want to be loved and held and told everything is going to be ok. i don't understand why he can't do that for me.
everyone seems to think he'll be back around in a week or so...i just have to get my life back together and learn how...
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violently:
i'm trying...i've already filled up my week with friends and activities like snowboarding and skating, meeting some new people, and drinking a lot of coffee and manbashing (no offense) i really hope nick and i can work things out, in the meantime, he can have his space and i'm gonna have the time of my life
thank you so much for your support, it means so much to me. if i ever meet you in person i am going to hug the hell out of you
i really hope nick and i can work things out, in the meantime, he can have his space and i'm gonna have the time of my life
thank you so much for your support, it means so much to me. if i ever meet you in person i am going to hug the hell out of you
trebo:
Hey no offense taken! You women drive us up the fuckin wall too 
. If I ever meet you in person I'm going to give you big hug and kiss.....umm...on your cheek 
. If I ever meet you in person I'm going to give you big hug and kiss.....umm...on your cheek i want sleep. and nicky. that jerkface <3
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chewy6sic638201:
new 69 eyes album is out....yay
lucabrasi:
you have beautiful eyes
If you were feeling severely jittery and/or anxious, how would you cope? Does anyone know of any natural sedatives or relaxants? NOT depressants though...like booze or weed or vicodin- I mean foods, or teas, or something. I don't know, anything.
I wish I could enjoy the rain today. I am cooped up inside feeling crappy.
On the brightside though, Spongebob is on, and so is...
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trebo:
if you wany to go to a natural store you can pick up all types of relaxing teas.
if you want to stay home fix a hot pot of tea and add a shot of whiskey to it then pur it in a cuo and then add honey.
its called a hot tottie, my mom use to fix it when i had a cold and stayed home from school. i know it has boozse in it but its just a shot not the whole bottle.
hope you feel better! i do envy you watching charlie browns "the great pumpkin"
feel better
if you want to stay home fix a hot pot of tea and add a shot of whiskey to it then pur it in a cuo and then add honey.
its called a hot tottie, my mom use to fix it when i had a cold and stayed home from school. i know it has boozse in it but its just a shot not the whole bottle.
hope you feel better! i do envy you watching charlie browns "the great pumpkin"
feel better
Hey man, nice marmot.
my stomach is still effed and my brand new size 7 pants are falling off me. my belts are all too big. it's been two months since i've been sick now and i am tired of it, but i guess i shouldn't complain. you can never be too skinny in this wonderful town.
the best feeling ever is when it's cold...
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my stomach is still effed and my brand new size 7 pants are falling off me. my belts are all too big. it's been two months since i've been sick now and i am tired of it, but i guess i shouldn't complain. you can never be too skinny in this wonderful town.
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gabse_sagua:
i'm thankful pretty much for the same reasons, of course that i don't have a boy by my side but a beautiful woman.
you look pretty cool, i hope that this status in your life reamin the same for a long time.
have a great week.
you look pretty cool, i hope that this status in your life reamin the same for a long time.
have a great week.
1stxer:
For the random member thing on the hook up page ... would have never known you were on the SG site. Stopped by to say hello.
what should i be for halloween?
i am kinda veering towards taping a piece of toilet paper to my head and going as the world's biggest asshole.
i am kinda veering towards taping a piece of toilet paper to my head and going as the world's biggest asshole.
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akasha823:
I agree with trebo, CATWOMAN would be a great costume for you.
nightmares:
Big asshole.....hmmm. Too pretty to be big asshole.....and I can see you as a Catwoman also.... 
everything is gonna be ok.
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eazy:
What's new pussycat, woah e a whoaaaah!!!! email me or call me!
nightmares:
Good.
Today I call Nick and verify that we are having dinner tomorrow. I am scared as fuck. I shouldn't let a guy do this to me, and turn me into what I've become lately...a fucking retarded girl...but I can't help it. I love the motherfucker and I'm just sitting here waiting to see what happens. It's making me sick. I hate being this pathetic. I...
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akasha823:
I wish you luck. Be strong.
nightmares:
You are an extreamly strong person. Just get through this one day at a time. And you are not retarded. It's just how human emotions work.
Still barf.
A hospital stay, a grip of meds, trackmark arms and a million tests, and I still can't keep shit down. I am so tired of this. On the plus side though I'm skinnier than I ever thought possible. Yay. I think.
I miss dude. I wish everything was alright. I wish I didn't hurt. I wish I had someone to sleep next to....
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A hospital stay, a grip of meds, trackmark arms and a million tests, and I still can't keep shit down. I am so tired of this. On the plus side though I'm skinnier than I ever thought possible. Yay. I think.
I miss dude. I wish everything was alright. I wish I didn't hurt. I wish I had someone to sleep next to....
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trebo:
damn girl you must be wore the fuck out 
!
i hope you start keeping things down cause you sure n the hell dont want to be hooked up to an i.v. all the time!
seems like u miss your dude awful lot . i know you think the hurt is a bad thing but if there is a silver lining in there (somewhere in there) its that at least you feel. you havent emotionally shut down or else you'd be numb.
i hope and wish the best , you are a beautiful woman
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i hope you start keeping things down cause you sure n the hell dont want to be hooked up to an i.v. all the time!
seems like u miss your dude awful lot
. i know you think the hurt is a bad thing but if there is a silver lining in there (somewhere in there) its that at least you feel. you havent emotionally shut down or else you'd be numb.
i hope and wish the best
, you are a beautiful woman
nightmares:
Get better soon. Your beautiful, you'll have not trouble finding someone who really cares for you. Keep a smile on your face.
[Edited on Oct 11, 2004 9:01AM]
[Edited on Oct 11, 2004 9:01AM]