Mood: anxious
Song: Dawn Chorus by Boards of Canada
When I was moving home from Florida last year I drove through the entire state of Arizona with this song on repeat. Granted I hadn't slept in 21 hours and was determined to get home that night, but it really spoke to me. I thought it was the most beautiful and sad song I'd ever heard....
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Song: Dawn Chorus by Boards of Canada
When I was moving home from Florida last year I drove through the entire state of Arizona with this song on repeat. Granted I hadn't slept in 21 hours and was determined to get home that night, but it really spoke to me. I thought it was the most beautiful and sad song I'd ever heard....
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suzy_kabloozy:
I drove for two hours with a song on repeat, but not through a whole state. Then again, I've never driven through a whole state yet. Good luck in court, babe. I'll check in on you later and see what happened. I'm thinking good thoughts for you! 
gabriel_rain:
Good luck in court. I hate courtrooms. If you do go to jail I'll bust you out. I have the keys to a heavy armored 120mm mortar stryker. get some ammo for the M240B machine gun, launch some mortars, liberate the captive, pop smoke and escape. How about it? if worse comes to worse which probably won't happen. Girl Scout cookies are addicting... I have uncovered a plot that they are trying to take over the world with those cookies... but i can't stop buying them. i hope for a update tomarrow. Take care
Up far too early for a Sunday morning, but since I didn't do anything last night I guess it's ok 
Today I have to
Get a pedicure
Go tanning
Wash my car
Get a new inhaler (I have been wheezing nonstop the last few days and it's terrible)
Refill my prescriptions
Buy heart rate monitors
Mentally prepare myself for what is hopefully the final court...
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Today I have to
Get a pedicure
Go tanning
Wash my car
Get a new inhaler (I have been wheezing nonstop the last few days and it's terrible)
Refill my prescriptions
Buy heart rate monitors
Mentally prepare myself for what is hopefully the final court...
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timtoxic:
Sounds like a lot of Sunday run around fun! Especially, the mountain bike part if it comes true. The laundry part I know all too well for I never learn my lesson to buy more damn clothes. 
My kids spent the weekend with me. Now I am taking them home. 
Anyways to you: 
My kids spent the weekend with me. Now I am taking them home.
Anyways to you:
I have no words to describe how this weekend has been going so far because it is that fucking wonderful.
Just goes to show that speaking your mind really can make a difference.
I hope this lasts.
P.S. OMG BROOKE, I LOVE YOU!!! YOU ARE THE SWEETEST GIRL IN THE ENTIRE WORLD
We're gettin married in Vegas dammit, Steven be damned
P.S. I had the...
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Just goes to show that speaking your mind really can make a difference.
I hope this lasts.
P.S. OMG BROOKE, I LOVE YOU!!! YOU ARE THE SWEETEST GIRL IN THE ENTIRE WORLD
We're gettin married in Vegas dammit, Steven be damned
P.S. I had the...
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uptight:
Glad I'm not the only one
BTW - I just lost reached the "3 stone lost" mark .....although, I'm not sure whether that was because of the speed, the lack of sleep, the not eating or the interstella orgasms
edited to say: just read your journal more carefully and noticed that, on exactly the same day, we both thanked the makers of Bontril.
synchonicity!
[Edited on Mar 13, 2005 12:49AM]
BTW - I just lost reached the "3 stone lost" mark .....although, I'm not sure whether that was because of the speed, the lack of sleep, the not eating or the interstella orgasms
edited to say: just read your journal more carefully and noticed that, on exactly the same day, we both thanked the makers of Bontril.
synchonicity!
[Edited on Mar 13, 2005 12:49AM]
garbage19:
No work tomorrow = Tacos
I think you owe it to all of us out in SG land to see you in your incredible pink sombrero.
I think you owe it to all of us out in SG land to see you in your incredible pink sombrero.
Omg I get the best spam EVER:
Shackleton C. Oxford: Horrible Girl Fukcedd in mouth by wild dicks
and my all time favorite:
RED ALERT!: THERE IS A SEXUAL PREDATOR IN YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD!!
Yeah fuckers, right here. What are you gonna do about it??
p.s. I think I am getting sick again. Emotionally as well as physically. Fucking great Clark.
Shackleton C. Oxford: Horrible Girl Fukcedd in mouth by wild dicks
and my all time favorite:
RED ALERT!: THERE IS A SEXUAL PREDATOR IN YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD!!
Yeah fuckers, right here. What are you gonna do about it??
p.s. I think I am getting sick again. Emotionally as well as physically. Fucking great Clark.
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hera:
I hate when people say to tell yourself that your not getting sick and then you won't get sick. It's such a bunch of bullshit.
Watch out for those WILD DICKS!
Watch out for those WILD DICKS!
tadzi:
how come i never get to meet the sexual predators?
I managed to do absolutely nothing today. I have not left the house once.
I have not heard from dude, and I am kinda wondering where he is, but I'm not calling him. We just need space and he needs to realize what he is throwing away. So space he shall have. In the meantime I have good friends and a good job to keep...
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I have not heard from dude, and I am kinda wondering where he is, but I'm not calling him. We just need space and he needs to realize what he is throwing away. So space he shall have. In the meantime I have good friends and a good job to keep...
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steve_huge:
hey sexy, i hjavent popped by for a while
sorry to hear things have taken another turn with the fella, the ups and down hey...
life would be much easier without him, but then i've been telling you that for ages
of course things will be ok... they always are long term and lay off those pills.... no matter how good they seem... they're not
they're a suppressant not a cure... just like anything a doctor would give you...
anyway sounds like you're in good spirits which is nice
speak soon
sorry to hear things have taken another turn with the fella, the ups and down hey...
life would be much easier without him, but then i've been telling you that for ages
of course things will be ok... they always are long term
and lay off those pills.... no matter how good they seem... they're not
they're a suppressant not a cure... just like anything a doctor would give you...
anyway sounds like you're in good spirits which is nice
speak soon
suzy_kabloozy:
Good morning, sweetie. Good to see you feel better. Just take care of yourself, honey.
So that was a good point about the tattoo ... I was actually thinking after I wrote it that IF I had both a hot pink bra and a hot pink tattoo ... and a red shirt ... that somehow that would work better than just one of each ... so I'm gonna do it. What's the worst thing that could happen? That I get to recite my FAVORITE line?
It seemed like a good idea at the time...
I want a new tattoo also but can't decide what to get. I think my opportunity comes next week so I better decide quick!
Have a great day!
So that was a good point about the tattoo ... I was actually thinking after I wrote it that IF I had both a hot pink bra and a hot pink tattoo ... and a red shirt ... that somehow that would work better than just one of each ... so I'm gonna do it. What's the worst thing that could happen? That I get to recite my FAVORITE line?
It seemed like a good idea at the time...
I want a new tattoo also but can't decide what to get. I think my opportunity comes next week so I better decide quick!
Have a great day!
I am not doing a goddamn thing today because I don't have to.
The end.
P.S. Sorry for my drunken lame-o post. When I get in mood when I'm drunk it's not pretty. The funny part is I don't miss Nick today, I don't care my sister is mad at me anymore, and I'm more concerned with getting shit done for work even though it...
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The end.
P.S. Sorry for my drunken lame-o post. When I get in mood when I'm drunk it's not pretty. The funny part is I don't miss Nick today, I don't care my sister is mad at me anymore, and I'm more concerned with getting shit done for work even though it...
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thescottness:
everyone likes doing nothing!
hell, I'm at work and doing nothing.
IT FEELS GREAT!
glad you're feeling a bit better!
*hugs*
hell, I'm at work and doing nothing.
IT FEELS GREAT!
glad you're feeling a bit better!
*hugs*
eugene:
Hey sweet thaaaang!
Hell yea! Everybody deserves to take a day off from time to time for complete nonsense. You know how they say rules are made to be broken? Well the same goes for work. Without hooky I would become something terrible like a Republican!
And thank you for your kind words. Sometimes I just dont know what to do or how to deal with this. Your positive vibes and mojo are always appreciated. Its good to know that I have people here that I can relate to such as yourself. It really does make a difference.
Heres a big hug for you darlin.
Oops! That was just a chicken.
Hell yea! Everybody deserves to take a day off from time to time for complete nonsense. You know how they say rules are made to be broken? Well the same goes for work. Without hooky I would become something terrible like a Republican!
And thank you for your kind words. Sometimes I just dont know what to do or how to deal with this. Your positive vibes and mojo are always appreciated. Its good to know that I have people here that I can relate to such as yourself. It really does make a difference.
Heres a big hug for you darlin.
Oops! That was just a chicken.
Hi.
I'm in a mood.
I am drunk and self-destructive. Fucking hot huh.
Tell me how you're doing.
Guess what. I'm still drunk, so I'm going to explain.
Today should have been a good day. I sold a $900 training package, which means I get $600. That ruled. My clients are extremely obese but it's going to be a positive challenge. I am excited to...
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I'm in a mood.
I am drunk and self-destructive. Fucking hot huh.
Tell me how you're doing.
Guess what. I'm still drunk, so I'm going to explain.
Today should have been a good day. I sold a $900 training package, which means I get $600. That ruled. My clients are extremely obese but it's going to be a positive challenge. I am excited to...
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pocketrocket:
damn....sounds a lot like a post you had a few months ago...sorry that the weight of a n assholes negative attitude has befallen you. if i was you i w ould say fuck it an go with your mates, geta good drink on ,an party your tears away irish style. life moves forward, blah balh balh balh...you heard it a million times, i dont know what toreally tell you, it sux we have all been there. just eat good food , work out, drink, an masturbate until the right person comes along. 
broadwaybee:
You have to put YOURSELF FIRST, first.
So I have been up since 5:45 a.m. this morning organizing, typing up legal documents, buying work supplies, studying, running errands, and going insane about trying to get everything situated. There is so much I still have to do, like get insurance, and finish my laundry, and run a million more errands before I go to train my first couple tonight. Which I am also...
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broadwaybee:
Fuck that, I eat more now than did I ever.
thescottness:
if I keep smoking the way I do I'll need 2 soon enough.
Omfg, best day ever at work today. I am in love with my boss- she is SO FUCKING COOL! She's splitting all the training so I get 75% of the profits, PLUS all the clients are really fucking awesome. It's an in-home training thing so I get to drive to their houses and work them out at home so it's a really relaxed environment. It...
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broadwaybee:
I was 5'3" and 197, bitch. I got you beat like WOAH.
Weekend Update:
Went to Mexico, got an array of prescription drugs and I am quite pleased with them. I also got a giant pink sombrero with sparkly things on it that Adam pitched in on...thanks duder
Saturday night ended up at Nick's house. (plz don't lecture me, I know.) I was upset and he invited me over late ("you don't sound so good, come over,...
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Went to Mexico, got an array of prescription drugs and I am quite pleased with them. I also got a giant pink sombrero with sparkly things on it that Adam pitched in on...thanks duder
Saturday night ended up at Nick's house. (plz don't lecture me, I know.) I was upset and he invited me over late ("you don't sound so good, come over,...
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broadwaybee:
*applause*
Atta girl.
Atta girl.
tadzi:
glad to see you are thinkin the right way
So last night I uhm, well, didn't quite stick to the whole sobriety thing. I had 2 glasses of wine, 2 beers, and 2 martinis, and a whole lotta klonopins. I also met the Pistachio King of the Pacific Northwest at my best friend Joy's bar, hung out with my old boss, hung out with Mike D, and you guessed it, ate pistachios while trying...
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tadzi:
wow.....ive never met ANYONE else who used the "smashed assholes" line....i feel so less unique now.
lores:
I'm a sucker for both pistachios and pretty girls. Both in one night sounds like good times
Today is day one of NO STRESS OR THINKING ABOUT NEGATIVE SHIT WEEK. (I'm going to do this weekly so I don't cop out- if I was like THIS IS DAY ONE OF NO STRESS OR THINKING ABUOT NEGATIVE SHIT YEAR, that would fall through in about 45 seconds.)
SO, TODAY
I am going to get a facial
I WILL get my damn hoo hoo...
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SO, TODAY
I am going to get a facial
I WILL get my damn hoo hoo...
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tadzi:
you NEED to spend a lot of time out and about.
best thing for ya.
best thing for ya.
evil75:
Hi too... 