Please God, I don't want to hurt anymore. Please let the bad shit end.
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Got an interview at a Physical Therapy Outpatient Center in Westlake on Thursday morning for an Office Manager position. Rayna wants to give me someone MWF @ 7:30 a.m., I have a client in Santa Clarita MW at 7 p.m.. another on Tuesdays at 6:30 p.m., and a possible client at 5 a.m. on Thursdays. If I get this job I don't know what the...
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ciel:
the cakes i made a few days ago...
yes i mean a pencap
i would eat cakes if i had any....
yes i mean a pencap
i would eat cakes if i had any....
conqueringking:
Here's a long distance hug from me to you.
I did everything on my list and then some.
I got a new phone today. It's confusing and I think I want my shitbrick phone back. This one has too many doodads and gadgets on it. Granted I was using a cell phone so old the dude at Verizon was like whoa I forgot they even made these...
So yeah, now I have this phone...
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I got a new phone today. It's confusing and I think I want my shitbrick phone back. This one has too many doodads and gadgets on it. Granted I was using a cell phone so old the dude at Verizon was like whoa I forgot they even made these...
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aaxxx:
oh sorry but the manuals can be confusing like what the fuck do they mean??? especially the one for my camera i was like what the fuck does all this shit mean I didnt know how to really use my camera until I took a photo class... yeah so I understand... I mean I dont think I am retarded...am I??? 
aaxxx:
I never thought of it that way... its probably written by the dorks who made the product so they think that everyone must have some idea of how to use it cause they do or some bull like that... its starting to make sense... well actually not really this whole worlds fucked up!!! I just got two calls from work asking my why Im not there event though I called in sick yesterday at 10am... fuckers
Why do I always sleep through step class on Monday mornings?
Tomorrow I have a client at 5 fucking a.m. I don't know how I am going to do this considering she lives like 35 miles away. That means I have to get up at 4, which means I have to go to bed at 9. That means I have to take sleeping pills, which...
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Tomorrow I have a client at 5 fucking a.m. I don't know how I am going to do this considering she lives like 35 miles away. That means I have to get up at 4, which means I have to go to bed at 9. That means I have to take sleeping pills, which...
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broadwaybee:
I need a pedicure like WOAH.
Went out for like one hour last night and came home miserable as expected. Except there was a message from dude on my computer.
We talked for about an hour and then I went to see him. We talked and cuddled each other all night and have agreed to take things slow and try to work things out. We're not going to jump back into...
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We talked for about an hour and then I went to see him. We talked and cuddled each other all night and have agreed to take things slow and try to work things out. We're not going to jump back into...
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ciel:
hehe 
user304975207:
Good good good 
Bawling again. Karla calls me 50 times a day to bitch about her ex bf, and I don't want to hear it anymore since she won't listen to me and my problems.
I don't want to go out tonight, I don't want to get drunk in public, I don't want to be in any more pain than I already am, and I don't want to...
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I don't want to go out tonight, I don't want to get drunk in public, I don't want to be in any more pain than I already am, and I don't want to...
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tadzi:
i think if karla bitches to you but wont let you reciprocate, you should tell karla to fuck off.
instarsia:
dude. i've TOTALLY been there
i feel for ya.
i feel for ya.
Day 13.
Today would have been our one year anniversary. I met him one year ago today and totally fell for him. Spent the whole weekend with him. First song we ever kissed (sober) to was GG Allin & the Jabbers. I wish it didn't hurt. I miss him so much. I woke up this morning having a sex dream about him...don't know if I...
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Today would have been our one year anniversary. I met him one year ago today and totally fell for him. Spent the whole weekend with him. First song we ever kissed (sober) to was GG Allin & the Jabbers. I wish it didn't hurt. I miss him so much. I woke up this morning having a sex dream about him...don't know if I...
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me1:
Thank you for accepting. I have read some of your posts and you seem quite interseting.
Hope uhave a kick ass time at the party tonight.
Thanks for the prayers, we can all use that. I will keep you in mine.
Hope uhave a kick ass time at the party tonight.
Thanks for the prayers, we can all use that. I will keep you in mine.
user304975207:
You're still in my thoughts. Still hoping things work out.
I want to see your ink!!!! Have fun at the party tonight. *HUGS*
I want to see your ink!!!! Have fun at the party tonight. *HUGS*
Why can I not escape from him in my dreams?
This is hurting too much. Wtf do I do?
At least I get inked today. Maybe that will help. I'll be so close to him though, like 20 minutes from his house I wish he would see me. God help me be strong. I miss him so fucking much, and I want my puppy.
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This is hurting too much. Wtf do I do?
At least I get inked today. Maybe that will help. I'll be so close to him though, like 20 minutes from his house
I wish he would see me. God help me be strong. I miss him so fucking much, and I want my puppy.
I...
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teh_asspope:
I'm so sorry and I know how you feel. I really do. If I wasn't 2,000 miles away, I'd say sleep on my couch right now. No cooking needed.
timtoxic:
You can stay with me anytime. Don't worry about cooking or cleaning, Just plenty of hugs and I would be happy to comfort you. 
2 weeks.
May 27.
He says we can talk about everyday shit, but if I bring up our relationship he will block me. He said he is sorry for being blunt and mean, but he being selfish right now and looking out for himself. I said that is fine. I told him I think we will work things out, and right now we need to...
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May 27.
He says we can talk about everyday shit, but if I bring up our relationship he will block me. He said he is sorry for being blunt and mean, but he being selfish right now and looking out for himself. I said that is fine. I told him I think we will work things out, and right now we need to...
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garbage19:
bob esponja
korbendallas:
*hugs* 
anytime
anytimeI am drained, exhausted, and in dire need of a hug.
I wish dude would call...I suppose if I get no contact from him tonight I will just go get my tattoo finished alone tomorrow.
I can only hope he is missing me and realizing what he is throwing away. I would do anything for a hug from him right now.
I wish dude would call...I suppose if I get no contact from him tonight I will just go get my tattoo finished alone tomorrow.
I can only hope he is missing me and realizing what he is throwing away.
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thescottness:
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if he doesn't realize it, then he isn't worth a hug anyway.
... plus then I have an excuse to try out my crazy voodoo magic on him.
if he doesn't realize it, then he isn't worth a hug anyway.
... plus then I have an excuse to try out my crazy voodoo magic on him.
randie:
I know I'm not him ......but......*hugs*
I had an awful dream about my mother last night.
I dreamed she became a preschool teacher and my family and the families of the children she was teaching were throwing a huge party to celebrate her first week of class. Everyone was having a wonderful time and eating and drinking and no one seemed to care she had no degree or experience. I began...
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I dreamed she became a preschool teacher and my family and the families of the children she was teaching were throwing a huge party to celebrate her first week of class. Everyone was having a wonderful time and eating and drinking and no one seemed to care she had no degree or experience. I began...
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i am drunk.
my psychic told me to call nick today, so i did. he said he might go with me on friday to get my tattoo finished, but his brother wanted him to go rally racing- a valid excuse. my psychic says there is a 70% chance he will go with me.
i miss him so much. i am going to bed now and...
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my psychic told me to call nick today, so i did. he said he might go with me on friday to get my tattoo finished, but his brother wanted him to go rally racing- a valid excuse. my psychic says there is a 70% chance he will go with me.
i miss him so much. i am going to bed now and...
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garbage19:
hey, i hope the offer that was on the table tonite is still out there for another time. 
broadwaybee:
My 2c: Stay away from him.
You are beautiful, and nobody or nothing is worth pain!! feel better!
xoxo
kelly bear