Wednesday Jun 02, 2010

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so im finally settled in my new apartment in brooklyn. things are looking good. as of now im trying to find a job and friends.

new york is lonely place. things are going fine with my guy. but he is the only person i know here. im probably looking clingy in his eyes since i dont have anyone else to hangout with. thats why i need to start my own life. where do young people go to meet each other? or should i just become comfortable being alone?

i used to hangout by myself when i lived in California, but i think thats because i was more sure of myself there. and here... not so much.

im definitely not regretting my decision to move here, but i do feel like ill be missing out on a california summer. all the road trips and beach outings and roof top parties seem so distant. maybe i should wear my bikini under my clothes in honor of CA.

im also trying to find people to make music with. part of moving to new york was for the music scene and id love to get back into a band, i really miss it.

all in all, things are looking good. i just need to take a deep breath, and hold on to the railing.
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captainamerika:
Congratulations on moving to NY. It cld be a great thing for you. There are no easy answers to your questions; New York is really many cities rolled into one. You have to find your place. Be clear about what you want, and aggressive. Its all there, but you must be clear about what you want. (I guess I stress this because that was probably my downfall in NY. I moved there w/ my gf in 2002, but didn't have a clear reason for being there. Have a goal that you can express in a short sentence, and don't let that goal slip out of your mind for anything.) Your beauty will, of course, help open many doors.

Go go go...
werlywolf:
yay new york!
I'll be there in 15 weeks. Im slightly worried about making friends. But at the same time im relieved to not have to deal with any sort of relationships.

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