hello all,
its been a while since i last wrote. currently, i just paid my taxes!(go me!)
lately, my brain is moving faster than my heart. i cant keep focus on the things and the people that mean the most to me. ive always been the type to follow my heart. but currently, thats easier said than done.
the classic question- "what do you want to be when you grow up?"
welllllll, hmmm. what am i good at?
1) i can make my mom laugh til she cries
2) i can paint my nails on my right hand (fellas, its harder than it looks)
3) i can flirt with old ladies so they tip me
4) i can lie realllly well (but not to the people i really care about)
5)i have decent aim
but that doesnt answer the classic question. should we be focused on our futures so much? should we be raised to think that you have to pick one road and follow it?
i admire people who know they want to be , lets say, a doctor since the day they were born. i cant decide on anything. im already second guessing my location come june. maybe i just need some motivation. but the only thing im motivated to do now a days is eat thai food.
i want to fall in love, i want to have babies, i want to have a wrap-around porch. but i might not want any of those things in a week. im too indecisive. so why should i try to focus on one future and one goal if i dont have any?
someone PLEASE make my mind clock stop ticking!
its been a while since i last wrote. currently, i just paid my taxes!(go me!)
lately, my brain is moving faster than my heart. i cant keep focus on the things and the people that mean the most to me. ive always been the type to follow my heart. but currently, thats easier said than done.
the classic question- "what do you want to be when you grow up?"
welllllll, hmmm. what am i good at?
1) i can make my mom laugh til she cries
2) i can paint my nails on my right hand (fellas, its harder than it looks)
3) i can flirt with old ladies so they tip me
4) i can lie realllly well (but not to the people i really care about)
5)i have decent aim
but that doesnt answer the classic question. should we be focused on our futures so much? should we be raised to think that you have to pick one road and follow it?
i admire people who know they want to be , lets say, a doctor since the day they were born. i cant decide on anything. im already second guessing my location come june. maybe i just need some motivation. but the only thing im motivated to do now a days is eat thai food.
i want to fall in love, i want to have babies, i want to have a wrap-around porch. but i might not want any of those things in a week. im too indecisive. so why should i try to focus on one future and one goal if i dont have any?
someone PLEASE make my mind clock stop ticking!
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pascipio:
Very sexy set! You are lovely!
gameshowhost:
I think the most interesting people never figured out what they want to do when they grow up. They were just doing the things they wanted to do on that exact moment and never really grew up....