vervain______

in the dream world i am nudged and then shaken.the thoughts are overcrowded and they say....it is more as if they are raspy, an unpleasant sound. i have been in these places before. it is dissatisfaction with how i simply lay down, not challenging myself, hibernating, trying only to get good sleep and i do. i have always thought it is best to be passionate about something and most effectively yourself. to love your life and feed it right (commercial). i have noticed i haven't been writing and that i've been thinking more, seems innocent enough, but ask anyone who thinks alot if it isn't a sticky situation and i'm sure they would say yes. in the mind live the patterns and they blow cold wind and try to choke you.
so i'm trying to get myself into things. inside myself to nuetralize the fangs.