yesterday was officially a day after having too much to drink. i was depressed, took a couple of naps clutching the cat to me for dear life, ate odd foods for intuitive medicinal purposes. last night was so tired i was shouting vile obscenities to boyfriend and housemates in a giggly and friendly manner. (ex. roaring cunt holes). played a whole bunch of super monkey ball 2 and became determined to have more of a plan for today's possible action. i also felt there were ghosts in the room at bedtime- most likely a product of my odd mental state, although i have felt them for real before. go to art galleries. get ideas. that desk is like a canvas all blank and ready for the brush.
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i too, have felt much intense determination during these "nights before"...hopefully you're better at remembering how it was you were going to sit down the next day and do everything much better than every other "morning after". I have those a lot, but so far, any changes in my "grand plan" have happened so fucking slowly that I can't even tell that I'm doing anything differently! Until I look back two, maybe three years and admit that okay, I might be doing some things differently, better...I find that anything with brie the next day makes the hangover less "cotton-headish". i've never played super monkey ball 2, is that a playstation game? i love playing quake II when i feel the need for blood and guts. monkey ball 2 sounds like much more uplifting video game action, i should try it sometime, although we have no video game system. maybe xmas we'll give eachother a game system for one giant prezzie. sorry, i'm blabbing. you're interesting. i'll drop in later.
i think there needs to be an inquiry (and i need to move... hurrah!)