vervain______

i skate. my mom bought me inline skates for a birthday past and they are fun. they are super light and fast. i went today and i am learning to be ugly in public. i really push myself even when it gets hard and i like to screw my face up if i need to. i'm not trying to be cool anymore, i like to...
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this is what i thought i wanted to create a rhyme or a song and then did, so now i'm moving on. does a little recording play really soft in your mind of out moded thoughts and only what was alive in the past? it feels real and close but time has moved on and i've been here. the cat is crying. he wants to...
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nice pinky i know your happy i'm just going getting on a plane to do it rise above this and if not for anything else - the no plan. i don't think i can say anything new but maybe honest. thanks for touching my head and staring at me, thanks for listening, thanks for the advice the valuable observations. i hope it all goes well...
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vee vi vo vum

there is no way i can say what it's like to absorb a scene the people the smells they go into you to be played back even when your safe in the house in your own bedroom with the lights off the cat licking it's butt near you-the normal things that go on. i have this running inside my head like a bad song or...
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well, well, well. make the coffee, do the workout, smile. make the coffee,pet the cat, do the workout. kiss the boyfriend, pick the skin on thumb, smile.

i cannot
let this be
stamped out
shut down
i've hung before
from that tree
until the light of day
turned into the dark of
night
and back again
i claimed letters from the pond
below me
and got answers
while
the birds kept watch
on the top of this hill
everything is starving
and they waited
the air got blended
with thoughts and plans...
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because? because.

on either side there is a mark of some kind
walk slowly, she is volitile
keep up with good intentions,
she has nothing on you.
(black leather is over done)
keep soft
keep all intentions wise
at the crossroads
all purple
or even
black
see clearly
remember how to fly
how to blend
into
what is around you
to disappear.

love letter
the unobserved life
forced to think over coffee
a glorified living room
and the work you set out to
do
does not need doing
the fan spins sending air on the
face
the machines turn on their pumps
automatically
they click off
another loud noise
robots regulate the
environment
small things now
the water on the stove has boiled
ready for eggs
to...
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mmmm, her.

do i
really
want to
do
this?
i don't
but we do
things anyway
even with
the small voices
loud
but
soft
i could
hang out
with you
i could
lift that
wieght until
it hurt
i have
i will
again
but
do i want
to do this
i could lift
that wieght
put
them on my ankles
it's all
well and
good
if your...
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