Last night I learned something else important.
When you have spent three days worried out of your mind, falling out with your parents and generally living in a state of constant tension and upset, under no circumstances should you try to cut your own fringe having decided you want to try it shorter and you can't afford to go back to your hairdresser.
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When you have spent three days worried out of your mind, falling out with your parents and generally living in a state of constant tension and upset, under no circumstances should you try to cut your own fringe having decided you want to try it shorter and you can't afford to go back to your hairdresser.
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It's now been 36 hours and still no sign of Rufus. Yesterday we had a call from an old guy across the street who was positive he'd seen him but he's been so doped up on painkillers that he couldn't remember when. He thinks it was the previous day, so we spent ages wandering around earching and calling, and me and my Dad had a...
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anticmos:
I keep my fingers crossed that you will find him .... and he comes home!
ge999:
Yikes to all that! So sorry about Rufus!
Sometimes cats go on walkabout . . .
Stressful situations can bring out the worst in everyone but still sorry you are in the midst of all that.
Take care and good luck!
Stressful situations can bring out the worst in everyone but still sorry you are in the midst of all that.
Take care and good luck!
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medy:
Hey! Thanks for helping me out with the sindarin translation in the lotr group. I like it better. may I ask how you work it out?
knives2meatyou:
Any word yet? I keep hoping for the best. I remember once my cat (not the Wegie, an older cat) was missing for a few days and it turned out he had wandered into someone's garage and was locked in until they got home. He ran back, hungry as hell (as one might imagine). Maybe that's what happened with Rufus. I hope so.
We all know that the pet industry is a cruel business - but if everyone realised just HOW cruel, nobody who cared about animals enough to want to keep one as a pet would get their animals from a huge pet store chain, like, oh I don't know - PetSmart.
PETA Undercover Investigation at major PetSmart small animal supplier
I have been keeping rats and...
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PETA Undercover Investigation at major PetSmart small animal supplier
I have been keeping rats and...
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panda_pewp:
AWWWWWW!!!! how freaking CUTE!
dot:
haha people on the myspace page are so dumb. they think the preview pictures are the "sets"
I *think* I have my set together. Only problem is I ended up using two different cameras, but I can fix that.
EDIT: No, wait , scratch that. I've got them all on my laptop and out of nearly three hundred pictures only about seventy are remotely usable and out of those oooo I don't know maybe about eight are actually in decent focus. I'm...
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EDIT: No, wait , scratch that. I've got them all on my laptop and out of nearly three hundred pictures only about seventy are remotely usable and out of those oooo I don't know maybe about eight are actually in decent focus. I'm...
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aesirr:
Aww I'm sorry it didn't turn out good. It is hard getting pics to workout right, I'm lucky the ones of the girls I shot this afternoon came out well. I was shooting in a basement with no light, we had to use focussing light as a torch lol.
myownworstenemy:
I know you have body issues sometimes Miss V, but believe me when I tell you over and over again that you have the most beautiful face, body (and ass) that I have EVER been lucky enough to clap eyes on
When you're hit by inspiration and the location pops up that's perfect, you'll know. But until then you really shouldn't let it shatter any of your confidence.
love x
When you're hit by inspiration and the location pops up that's perfect, you'll know. But until then you really shouldn't let it shatter any of your confidence.
love x
FUCKING HAIRDRESSERS.
I spent most of my childhood being subjected to horrific haircuts chosen by my mother. My teenage years were spent growing my hair to ridiculous lengths in response to the godawful bob that had been forced on me in previous years.
I have had nothing but grief with hairdressers. Until around this time last year I found one who understood exactly what I...
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I spent most of my childhood being subjected to horrific haircuts chosen by my mother. My teenage years were spent growing my hair to ridiculous lengths in response to the godawful bob that had been forced on me in previous years.
I have had nothing but grief with hairdressers. Until around this time last year I found one who understood exactly what I...
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mat8drb:
Why didn't you just refuse to pay her at the end? I mean, judging by the sounds of it, you were ripped totally there.
Good luck with finding a new one.
Good luck with finding a new one.
ardour:
I've not cut my hair in a year and a half and I think I'm going to have to see someone about it pretty soon as it's getting very annoying. Not looking forward to it.
Tomorrow I'm getting my hair done....then the next day I'm SHOOTING MY NEW SET!!

If you want to see my old one it's HERE but it's pretty naff. My new one is going to be an infinitely better attempt - nearly six months of research and practice combined with the use of my Dad's mega awesome camera. Yay!
This one's going to be a self-shot...
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If you want to see my old one it's HERE but it's pretty naff. My new one is going to be an infinitely better attempt - nearly six months of research and practice combined with the use of my Dad's mega awesome camera. Yay!
This one's going to be a self-shot...
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morgan:
Isn't it sad how much a dressing room can ruin someone's self-esteem? But you're right, I doubt the supermodel life is very happy in the end, and I'd rather be "normal".
jozsef:
I still like your old set so that certainly justifies looking forward to a new one, especially all that planning. Have fun! 
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tommyrocket:
hey just got your add notify thing. are you an animator???
gadget:
Thank you!
I've left the Hopefuls Only group. I don't like people putting words in my mouth, accusing me of saying things I didn't say and then arguing with each other about it. I've seen it happen to other girls as well, it's immature, it's boring, and it's annoying. I rarely post in there anyway.
I'm thoroughly expecting MORE shit for posting this. Sigh.
I love this...
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I'm thoroughly expecting MORE shit for posting this. Sigh.
I love this...
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anticool:
I have already accepted you as a suicidegirl. So ya, fuck the drama. Some people are just unhappy. Have any new ideas for a set?
jozsef:
When people are acting foolish or confrontational I don't run away; I walk away, sometimes quickly.
I guess we're on the same page here. After many years of study (sigh. . .) I see that people are acting from primitive instincts at these times, not quite realizing that the only disagreement that requires coming out a winner is one that involves a lion or perhaps a group of hyenas, otherwise it makes no earthly difference if someone disagrees with you. I'm preaching to the choir. Sorry. 
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kittyvalentine:
Thank you! x
It's so tragic to hear about Heath Ledger. I think what makes it worse is that it's likely we'll never know if he intended to die like that or not.
It's so tragic to hear about Heath Ledger. I think what makes it worse is that it's likely we'll never know if he intended to die like that or not.
gadget:
hey, i really dig your new profile picture.

I have totally been there.
like the time I decided I wanted bangs. I cut them and I looked like I was twelve. I had bob length hair at that point. I had been growing it. After cutting the bangs and hating them I felt I had no choice, so I cut it all off. I was back to my regular super short boyish hair cut.
I'm sure there are ways you can work with it until it grows out. Ways to make it look good so you can post pictures and so you won't hate it daily.
Plus, i'm pretty damn sure it's not anything near as bad as you think it is.