vermillionpart3

i'm getting sick of feeling like crap.. and always for stupid reasons too.. it's always about a girl. or i'll just randomly feel myself slipping down and there's that old feeling of FIX MY HEAD...

cutting kinda helps if only to think i have something i can do if it gets really bad.. because obviously cutting solves nothing.. and you can only do it so much before you run out of space or just don't feel like doin it anymore..

and i just feel fucking lame when i have the urge to do something stupid just to get some attention in the hopes that they might have any idea to FIX IT!!...