vermillionpart3

i hate this period of limbo after someone breaks up with me (i've never dumped anyone.. yes, ji'm just that sad).. when there's this sense of urgency that i have to find someone new to help me get over the old one before they go out or at least mess around w/ someone else.. because i don't handle that at all well.. in fact, i fuckin suck at it.. it's just the most crusshing thing ever