vermillionpart3

i've begun to feel kinda pathetic when it comes to rachel.. being so incredibly not over her.. gaaah... there's also somewhat of a sense of urgency about getting over her since i know eventually she'll find another guy.. and i reeeeeeeally don't handle stuff like that very well..

i need ot have messier breakups.. it's too easy to like someone when they're one of your favorite people to talk to still.. and you still hang out all the time.....

enough of that.. back to chem and laundry.. yaay..