i am deeply saddened as i remember why i built that wall in the first place as i survey the pieces of it that i carelessly tossed aside. i feel like a boob and i find that emotion to be vile.
The rut must end today. There are a lot of things that I must change, and I have been putting them off. They are all positive and I believe in myself. Today is clearly the day. The clouds I mind not. I have been irresponsible with myself and I vowed long ago that was not to be my life. I can get past the cheese... Read More
I am beginning to believe that myself. I meet with Professor Ball yesterday, my psychology teacher, and she showed me my final average as of right now in the class... It is an 85.7...
the days they slip by
just waiting to see the lines
on paper
or perhaps not
that public face has been turned inwards
and i mourn the loss
i crave it
like the most voracious of hungers
i try to squelch it
only to have it rear up at me
then i attempt a different approach
this time utilizing alternate resources
placating it
feeding morsels... Read More
droning on
a pause for a look
just a glimpse
it slips through my fingers
the ends of digits grasp
some stand tall
unchanging and everlasting
others so fluid and dynamic
they pervade to that innermost vault
a static world
trapped in these motions
how to quantitate
a penchant for the core
and the sum of all these is subversively apparent
in... Read More
To see why I am a lovestruck girl please view the profile belonging to JustAnotherGoat. He is gorgeous, smart, well-spoken, and beyond dreamy. Kids, it doens't get better than this.
OK, he has a Donnie Darko shirt. He is my hero, Sarah lol
that whole "i heart jason" thing got me thinking about this thing my buddy and i came up with while bored in college:
instead of having a "i *heart* you" shirt for a guy, have one that says "i *penis* you"
lol sorry that was completely off-topic but it was funny as hell
sitting next to him
his arm agonizingly brushing
against hers
communication interruptus
even coitus interruptus would be preferrable
to the monotonous progression
of a planned molesting
not any unrequited sort
only that tension
building like a train rushing towards the station
hands slipped around a thigh
brushing a wrist against his cock
slight glimpse to the side
eye catching and brief knowing smile
the tide... Read More
I moved with trepidation
holding onto it
not ready to relinquish
as i let it slip away
please
i beg of you
make it slide easy
trickling down
only so much i can catch
if the web below me fails
i only want to fall once
into your arms
so again
please know that glass does shatter
and the pieces are sharp
My voice rings out
over that wire
drifting to that far away place
i call and you listen
caressing my soul with velvety smooth thoughts
yours, the spark to my flint
my ear is sore, yet my heart warms with time
to surpass this is unfathomable
one day i will call out
and watch your lips form the answer
the only... Read More
the complex catharsis of these emotions
so verboten that an alias is of necessity
every facet of this being is infatuated
you pervade every iota
this unusual scenario akin to no other
i prided myself on the maintenance of a frosty interior
the thought of permission of entrance was as foreign as the plethora of this desire
imagine for a moment the reality
for i... Read More
comment ca va?
i hear rumor on younder wind that you were going ... but then you were staying ... im confused. and dizzy.
please stop the merry-go-round before i blast the partially gelatinous remnants of my happy meal all over the playground in a massive fountain of hydrochloric acid soaked filth.
Hey Sarah. I ended up finding all the files I was in need of, some I didn't really need after all, and just kind of stayed up late talking to Randy and the usual night owls I annoy. Wes is coming over in about an hour to play video games and magic (Uberdorks). I'll be on after dinner time I'm sure. If you are around before then you know my number and are welcome to call and give me a break from the geekfest. Otherwise, I will check for you later tonight. I you much!
*faints*
-hehehee...boob.
Dave