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Today I cleaned the bathroom and the kitchen and did massive amounts of laundry.

I miss having him by my side, but he knows that. All of my friends are making fun of me for renouncing my vow of singledom, but what can I say, the right boy just doesn't fall out of the sky. Nono, he just posts on porn sites. Hehe.

I am having trouble keeping up with all the new members. Being name challenged makes the site a daunting mass of new names to associate with new faces. I am distressed by the leaving of some of the people I know, but time ebbs and flows and I know better than many that we do not control the destiny of others.

I go on a real vacation this Saturday. I will be gone for a week, and I am excited and also tentative. Family vacations have the potential to be difficult. But I hope that we can stick it out and remain civil to one another. My sister's boyfriend is coming too, so that should be a nice reminder to be nice.

I love you Jason.

p.s. It is so nice to have so many other SG members going through the same thing as Jason and I. Yay SG for the love connection. Lol.