Saturday Nov 19, 2005

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NextTuesday to the rescue again! biggrin

Thanks for saving my weekend! You are, as we say in the ghetto, tha bombdizzle yo!

Tune in next time when yayforme has another personal crisis and does the hokey pokkey while thinking of chickens!

Off to my kids and my gamecube now. biggrin biggrin biggrin

And my ex-wife called back to say sorry...ha whatever! tongue
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patchouli:
Sigh, I just want to crawl under a rock, though. They were upset with me when I was depressed and self loathing because they thought I was being selfish...now that I'm trying to get some selfesteem back they think I'm acting stuck on myself. I can't win for losing.
nexttuesday:
hehehe I feel so special now you have 2 journal entries praising me...man...I ROCK!!!! LOL! Btw, I had a f'in awesome show...sold $857 which means I made just under $300 aaaaannnnnddddd I was in and outta there in 2 hours! Yayme tongue

Saturday Nov 19, 2005

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K. I stayed up all night watching Evangelion, fell asleep for two hours,and now I'm up and on this site again.

This is like crack to me... surreal ooogh...

I turned down a night in downtown last night because, well, I want to give my liver a fighting chance. Actually, since I changed my diet and started working out again, my tolerance has gone down and...
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nexttuesday:
LOL I told you it would work now give me my $10!!!!

Almost everybody falls in love with the wrong person. Just dont let it ruin your life. Learn from it and move on. You are very nice and super funny just wait, youll find the right one kiss
nexttuesday:
LOL...I do have a younger sister who looks exactly like me cept she has super blonde hair and about 1 ft shorter. But she is the exact opposite of me tongue

Friday Nov 18, 2005

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I actually have hope now that my weekend won't suck!
Thanks NextTuesday!!! biggrin

Well The Goblet of Fire is showing so how can I go wrong?

New song for my weekend: Friday I'm in Love by the Cure

Just because it's such a hopeful song- and dammit I want to be happy! tongue
nexttuesday:
blush
shark_____:
did you loved it? i loved it

Friday Nov 18, 2005

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nexttuesday:
random dork fact bout me: I like to tickle my own feet blush

nexttuesday:
biggrin biggrin biggrin

Thursday Nov 17, 2005

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ugh... another sleepless night for me.

I'm going to put a leave of absence in at school for a term. I just can't deal with my personal life and seperate it from shcool anymore. It just keeps creeping in to the point were I just end up tuning out the instructor and staring at my computer screen. It sucks since this is the last class...
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raleighboy:
I went to Boulder Creek Cal. to visit my brother and work on his car. Its near Santa Cruz. We camped in Big Sir (Sur?). It was awesome. I'd always wanted to see what the west coast was like.

The animation school I went to told me to move to Cali, but I'm as poor and unmotivated as they come. Besides, being in a state where most of the folks think the war is a good thing, makes me feel like I'm helping to even the odds.

Thoes Roman scouts came to our school once. I showed them my stuff, but it nothing like the Simpsons style of doing things. The guy was like, "Next".
raleighboy:
My old roomate was Tiawanese. Damn I can't spell that right. He's a cool guy still too. Even if he did betray me once. I forgave him. The Fortune Palace chinese resturant off of Capital Blvd. is by far the best place to eat chinese food here in Raleigh. Esecially if you can speak the language like my friend. We get hooked up every time we go in there with him.

Wednesday Nov 16, 2005

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I had my iPod on shuffle in my car and this song came on- and it hit home with me and what I'm going through. Even got a little misty...

When you were before, couldn't look in your eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so...
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archi:
Thanks man. If I'd known then what I know now I would have done things very differently. *sigh*
jordan:
dude, i flippin LOVE this song. skull
i got your email, btw, thanks, your sweet, but it's really no big deal. kiss

Wednesday Nov 16, 2005

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Awe man...

I was kind of drunk last night; actually I was stoopid drunk- as in with two "o's" and people lookin at me like, "hey man, that guy's drunk hahaha," kind of drunk.

I just woke up to puke and I saw that my laptop was still online on this site.

Let me just say, if I sent anyone any weird comments or freaked anyone...
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nexttuesday:
seriously ya just made me blush!
gadget:
honestly i didn't even notice the picture. how stupid am i?

Tuesday Nov 15, 2005

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jordan:
biggrin wink
oryx:
thanks for your comment about my set!

kiss

Tuesday Nov 15, 2005

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Just worked out and I did my chest to muscle failure. Forgot how good that could feel... at this rate I can have my revenge body in a couple of months. I'm doing the mostly greens and salad diet with all my protein intake in the morning or at lunch. It feels really good to be back on the gym track. I gave that up...
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gadget:
i clicked one to many times.

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gadget:
i would say Lane's mom from the show The Gilmore Girls but you'd probably just look at me funny.

Tuesday Nov 15, 2005

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Wow, I didn't think anyone would read my journal.

Thank you guys for your kind words of support!!!

I was at a weird place yesterday with the whole hicky on my ex-wife thing and this journal is pretty much the only place I can rant without someone immediately trying to blow sunshine up my ass when all I really want is to get it out...
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gadget:
maybe you do hold it.

that's lame about your mother. My Dad freaked out and ripped my head off in a voicemail because he thought my voicemail intro was too long.

All on the day of my great uncles funeral which I ended up not attending because of the fight.

Which then led to him leaving me another voicemail about how he was disowning me and that I wasn't aloud to come around the house any more... that I no longer exsisted.

So I thought, Fine.

Then he keeps text messaging me and sending messages through my sister about how I am now aloud back around the house and how he only said those things because he was angry.

That kind of shit. He's five. I swear.
gadget:
that's probably exactly what it is. I don't know much about overbearing asian mothers but I hope to one day play one on TV. blush

Monday Nov 14, 2005

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My ex-wife showed up today to pick up the kids for her time sporting a huge hicky and pretty much flaunted it in my face.

She knows I still have feelings for her, after all it's only been about a month, but man I thought that was kinda mean and rude. I would never do that to her; I like to think that makes me...
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blanche:
Ewww! You're dirrrrty!

Of course it's worth sticking around on earth. Your kiddies need their papa.
And who's to say you're not gonna kind soemone else?
vindice:
Yah. I recommends some hypnosis to help speed up the recovery process wink biggrin

Monday Nov 14, 2005

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I couldn't sleep last night so I ended up watching abunch of Miami Ink episodes and that I Shouldn't be Alive: Shark Attacks show which made me even more awake.

So I ended up working out and doing arms on the bowflex. Aw man, I can't even pick up my coffee mug now...

And now it's monday. It means I have to learn Indesign and...
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fergs:
thanxxxxxxxxxxx!

miao!!
vrulovwrath:
I watched all the pictures in your folder biggrin and they are awesome. I believe you have the skills to make a comic. Whats a delirium story by the way? I'd like to write something like that probably one day wink
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