venenumliscens

Well as of tomorrow night I have to be out of my house cause my family is sick of me. And right now I really don't know what I am gonna do. It sucks cause I have been looking for work that doesn't completely suck, but having no transportation makes finding a decent job difficult.

I had hoped to move in with Lisa, but due to circumstances beyond her control, that is out of the question. I figured there I would have to get a good job at first and anything would do just long enough to help out, but that isn't gonna work.

Then I figured that I could always ask Jenn to ask her family to put me up for a little, since her family still likes me and always said they would be there if I needed help. But she thinks we've gone too far apart and it would be too wierd now. So that is out.

The only thing I can now think of is call my uncle and ask for a place to live. I am pretty sure he would be willing in that he asked me to come out there before. But then I would be stuck moving to Kutztown. I wouldn't be able to see Lisa ever, I wouldn't be able to see any of my friends either or play rugby. It would be good to get my shit in gear away from it all, but then I wonder what is it all for if I have nothing else.

It really sucks cause I thought the Lisa thing would work out, I had a list of jobs to go look into today. Stuff I could do, stuff I could get to with her help, especially if we were living together. But whats the point in looking for a local job if I probably won't even live around here. I don't know what to do anymore. So lost and have no clue what to do