I miss Jenn. I know I shoudln't but I can't help it. I really thought I was getting over her and all. This morning we talked and it was a very emotional thing where we needed to get out of each other's lives. I was so upset, I couldn't stand it.
Later we talked again and we avoided the situation, as if trying to be just friends. But its so hard cause she really doesn't like my new GF. But parts made me upset and miss the old days of when the two of us were so happy and completely in love. Now I am so worried about hurting Mary because of all this. I love her and she has been a frined for a long time. I know I love her and all, I know she makes me happy right now, but something inside stll yearns for Jenn even though we;ve been miserable last few months. I really don't want Mary to be my keep my mind off her girl. so I don't know.
Later we talked again and we avoided the situation, as if trying to be just friends. But its so hard cause she really doesn't like my new GF. But parts made me upset and miss the old days of when the two of us were so happy and completely in love. Now I am so worried about hurting Mary because of all this. I love her and she has been a frined for a long time. I know I love her and all, I know she makes me happy right now, but something inside stll yearns for Jenn even though we;ve been miserable last few months. I really don't want Mary to be my keep my mind off her girl. so I don't know.