venenumliscens

Oh, well I had hoped for the best and I guess I m accepting the fact that I am now single. That isn't so much the hard part of it all, but I hope we can remain great friends. I will always love that girl to death so yeah there.

I do only hope she has the decency to not try with my friends. Or I hope they are smart enough to nt fuck around, they are guys just like myself, otherwise hell will be raised.

It has been hard though cause we have been together for so long since March of 2000, and though we haven't been officially dating since back in April, we have been close and all. She leaves soon for France and I just want to be good friends when she leaves. I'd feel bad if she was all alone in France, and then felt she had no one at home. She has been a pain the past few days and made me feel not as wanted which has been very hard and frustrating. I guess I just want as much time as possible with her till she leaves, after all she is my bestest friend.

Well, come the end of the month, I'll be without a car cause I don't believe it will pass inspection. So I'll let it sit for a while at home until I can get all I need during income tax return time.

Oh well, someone leave me some love and say something nice to make me feel better.