it's been a rough few days. Sunday evening found out my mom was diagnosed with Luekemia. I'm genuinely freaked the fuck out. My mom is only 50 years old and I'm not ready to deal with this fear. This is the second family member to be diagnosed with some form if cancer. Luckily, my winderful mother in law is an ovarian cancer survivor for a couple years now. Doing my best to keep my mom as mentally strong as she needs to be to win this fight she's starting. She's already down about being stuff in the hospital for the next 5-6 weeks for treatment. But she's at a great hospital in Philadelphia, Thomas Jefferson Unoversity.
She's been wanting to be a grandmother for so long and now she is, and I don't want her deprived of that. My son turns one next Friday and unfortunately she's going to miss it. I don't want my son growing without her as well. I want them to have the same relationship I had with my mommom before she passed. We've also been so reliant on her for my sons child care. They're an important part in each other's lives already. I don't want him to lose that either.
I know I have struggle with my family from time to time, but I love them all so much. I don't want to lose any if them before their time.
