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Thinking back, I remembered something I missed about Jenn... a lot of the times I am a really down person about November and December. My birthday is next week and it will be a let down I am sure. All I really want is a new tattoo, and I am kinda hoping my friends come through and hook me up, but I am not counting on it. I have no freaking clue what Heather has in mind for me either.

That brings us to the point, when I was with Jenn, Things from her weren't ever a dissappointment. I kind feel that she knew me that way better. But I don't know about Heather, she is cheaper and not into buying things, and she is more about what she wants to buy me as opposed to what I may really want. I think her always wanting to be practical is a pain in the ass. I worry that she is gonna be totally off base because she want to do things her way.

The problem is I have both high expectations and low expectations at the same exact time. So my bday and Christmas are never good for me. But in all honesty, I can't wait for Christmas, I asked for a new camera, and I got it, I just have to wait now. I even got the one I wanted, so I can't wait for that. Thanks mom, major points for that one. Well thats the end of my meaningless ramblings. No one will read it anyway,

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