Well, with it becoming the beginning of November, its that time of year where I become un EMO ungrateful ass. Its always been like this, because my birthday is the Wednesday coming up. And then next month is Christmas.
Not sure what my problem is, I don't know, I think its cause I dont really hope for much but I always ecpect something more.
How can people meet my expectations if I dont have them, you know, but I do, I think.
And this year is the worse I think in a while, cause I dont have a girlfriend. And in the past five years I had always been with like the same girl, so I knew I spent my B-day with her, and she always did the most to make me feel special.
This year I dont have that, but I have a bunch of friends, at ones I think care, not really sure just yet, and then how do I juggle them all, god I dont know, Sometimes I wish this time of year would just pass in the blink of an eye...
Not sure what my problem is, I don't know, I think its cause I dont really hope for much but I always ecpect something more.
How can people meet my expectations if I dont have them, you know, but I do, I think.
And this year is the worse I think in a while, cause I dont have a girlfriend. And in the past five years I had always been with like the same girl, so I knew I spent my B-day with her, and she always did the most to make me feel special.
This year I dont have that, but I have a bunch of friends, at ones I think care, not really sure just yet, and then how do I juggle them all, god I dont know, Sometimes I wish this time of year would just pass in the blink of an eye...
B) i love you and care about you and will do the best i can to make you have a good day.
you know how badly im struggling with the holidays.