venenumliscens

Somedays I really wish I had violent impulses. Some days you come across people you just want to slam to the ground by their mother fucking throats. But instead of doing that and then following up by busting a chair across their teeth, I'm left with just some smart ass remarks. God I fucking hate some people.


This clip about sums it all up.

Lately I've been feeling very resentful towards my dad to the point where I would love to physically attack him. It's been 11 years since last time I saw him and still can't get over him running off with a girl my age. 30 years his minor. He left after I graduated and proved my younger brother dropped out and started working. Basically his obligation...
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The heat lately has been so dreadful. Today, being 4th of July I ran the local 5K, but that was pretty early in the morning. By the end of it, I was completely drenched. I think my iPod needs a water proof case when I run. Haha. Other than that I haven't wanted to leave the house at all. Too fucking hot. Went to the...
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For the first time in a long while I feel myself disliking work. This Monday I was supposed to be going to first shift full time. I was extremely excited to get my life on a normal path. Working scond shift and being away from friends and family each day has been taking its toll on my mental state. My former 2nd shift position was...
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I have such huge news coming very soon. I can't wait to share it with everyone and it's driving me nuts not talking about. Just need to make sure everything is definite before I make a big deal.

I don't understand why some people think marriage is actually getting neutered. Make a comment and people are like "Aren't you married?" Yeah, but does that mean I can't joke around? Does that mean I am forbidden from looking at other girls, porn, or being obnoxious. Fuck No!! So many situations where people think that I should just give up my will to be a...
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Heather and I are back from Cancun and back to the daily grind of life. I think fuck that, but that's life, right? It's hard getting up early to leave paradise just to return to the mundane life we've come to know. I'll post some pics real soon

Soooo.... I leave for Cancun on Easter Sunday. To better prepare I signed up to do a project at work next week for the 4 day week. Meaning I get to be on first shift for the week before I go away for the week. Thought it would be a welcomed treat to myself. Especially since the project is a group activity and not physically...
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Monday I went into work and the job award was posted for the new position I signed. I lucked out. Basically I am going back to my old position that I enjoyed, but now I am finally going to day shift. I will have to relinquish my lead man status, but that's ok. Will be losing $2.50/hr in pay grade, but just going back to...
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I had a really good weekend with the the wife. We've been having some issues lately. Being on different shifts and sleeping schedules has made our sex life pretty rough. Usually reserved for weekends and then it's a bit of a hassle in that it can't just come naturally. Almost forced, at least her end.

Friday night I came home, thought the wife would be...
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