Stars beat San Jose.
L.A. beat Stars in sudden death overtime.
Life is a mixed bag.
I skipped the blues (after all), now I'm skipping climatology. I'm feeling pretty worthless about school, but it's an incredibly skewed perception. It's just starting to feel heavy with expectation. Things are still going pretty well - next week is my second round of midterms. I'm going to have to maximize productivity this weekend, so I'm putting the weed away and borrowing another sunny orange Adderall. There's more pressure than before as I made all A's on the first round, so I have to get my shit together and do it again.
The weather today is excruciatingly gorgeous. I'm going to spend some quality time with my big sister this afternoon and you wouldn't believe how excited I really am. Tomorrow is Angus's birthday so we're having a party for the little guy today. He's five, you know. I'll take some pictures so you can see him in action.
Usually, my fingernails are really short. I don't let them get past the tip of my finger EVER. I hate the way they feel, though they do become superior for picking and scratching. So I need to cut them because I'll be around Juliette quite a bit today and I don't want to hurt the wee one with her delicate baby skin.
Last night I made paper flowers with my best friend for her wedding in April. We got so creative, it was crazy fun. She inspires the hell out of me. I'm so excited that she's going to be an offbeat bride.
I was tired last night, I woke up late. It totally sucks. If you're late to a 50 minute class, you may as well not go. By the time you get there thirty minutes (at least) have passed, and what's the point? Ugh, I suck.
I am struggling with some self loathing. I wish I could eat a whole thing of candy beans.
Things just seem worse than they are, and the rest of this day is going to be just right. (but I guess the start, for all practical purposes, was just right too. I'll try not to lose sight of that part too.)
L.A. beat Stars in sudden death overtime.
Life is a mixed bag.
I skipped the blues (after all), now I'm skipping climatology. I'm feeling pretty worthless about school, but it's an incredibly skewed perception. It's just starting to feel heavy with expectation. Things are still going pretty well - next week is my second round of midterms. I'm going to have to maximize productivity this weekend, so I'm putting the weed away and borrowing another sunny orange Adderall. There's more pressure than before as I made all A's on the first round, so I have to get my shit together and do it again.
The weather today is excruciatingly gorgeous. I'm going to spend some quality time with my big sister this afternoon and you wouldn't believe how excited I really am. Tomorrow is Angus's birthday so we're having a party for the little guy today. He's five, you know. I'll take some pictures so you can see him in action.
Usually, my fingernails are really short. I don't let them get past the tip of my finger EVER. I hate the way they feel, though they do become superior for picking and scratching. So I need to cut them because I'll be around Juliette quite a bit today and I don't want to hurt the wee one with her delicate baby skin.
Last night I made paper flowers with my best friend for her wedding in April. We got so creative, it was crazy fun. She inspires the hell out of me. I'm so excited that she's going to be an offbeat bride.
I was tired last night, I woke up late. It totally sucks. If you're late to a 50 minute class, you may as well not go. By the time you get there thirty minutes (at least) have passed, and what's the point? Ugh, I suck.
I am struggling with some self loathing. I wish I could eat a whole thing of candy beans.
Things just seem worse than they are, and the rest of this day is going to be just right. (but I guess the start, for all practical purposes, was just right too. I'll try not to lose sight of that part too.)
we should totally have a girl drink drunk movie night! lol, that sounds awesome, i'm up for it if you are.