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Blog homework: 8/15 - Post a blog about your debut set! 💋 SFW!!

Oct 9
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I had just turned 18 and behind these first shots my eating disorder was still hidden (it is not always visible from a too low weight).
I decided to enter the world of SuicideGirls to learn to accept myself, but at the time I wasn't ready yet.
After that first set, not being able to see myself with kind eyes, I decided to cancel everything. After some time, I regret that impulsive choice, it wasn't anyone's fault, not even the photographer's, just a mind still struggling with itself, so I apologize if I had created negative thoughts about me on her part.
Today I look at that girl with tenderness. That first step, though fragile, was the beginning of a long journey, a journey that taught me that photography is about telling yourselfwith truth, a truth I'm learning to love.
The set is "Diaphanous Skin" by @minuminula, no longer available.
@penny @missy @vaega @kiley
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jecht:
This is such a beautiful reflection — it takes real strength to share that part of your journey. You’ve grown so much, and it truly shows in your words and presence. Proud of how far you’ve come. 💫
Oct 9
vinzolando:
Thanks for sharing this with us ❤️
Oct 9

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