vasudeva

Death. Destruction. Mayhem!!

I don't know. I've been a little out of it lately. Neither angry nor depressed.

Tranquil.

And it's scary.

I managed to finally get a job... telemarketing for Bookspan. BUT... the upside is I don't have to do a damn thing all day and I can pick up books for 50 cents a piece.

I found out that the few women I had respect for... the respect was unfounded. I thought Nikia to be a brilliant and dateable girl... until she kept cheating on her boyfriend.

I do not need another bloody cheater. So... I kill. All.

Death, Destruction, Mayhem.

Death to all that breathes...

Confusion is beginning to take over my life once again, as the wrong kind of women problems become more frequent. Instead of having women problems of "I have no women.", I'm having the women problems of "I have lots of women, and don't know what to do about it."

Bah. Kill Josta.

Wierdness ensues.

I'm single, yet not as upset as I thought I would be. Odd, it is.

And horribly frustrating. Asshole-me is there... but not in charge as it should be. I'm still... moral and ethical and stupid.

Neither my brain nor my heart has taken over control, so at the moment, my decisions don't happen. Bah..!

Yay, I'm single again!

...Wait. That's bad. SONOFA...!!!!

So evil-Vasudeva is able to rise again... and I get to jump on stupid, no-good, gullible nice-Vasudeva's head. Idiot.

My brother's finally getting back from basic today. Whoo! We're going to set the night on fire... (or at least the city)

Arrr...

I'm so tired of it all...

An offer to leave Friday... or this weekend.

I am tempted to take it, but actually have things worth staying for. Well... sorta.

Dammit!

My paycheck still hasn't come in, and still I wait for my chance to escape.

Not that around here it's bad... it's just not for me.

The tree outside is swaying in the wind... beautiful.

It's starting to get the scent of fall in the air... the crisp scent of clean cool air. Where I have to get all snug in m'leather jacket and get...
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