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I had a great dinner with Linda. We shared more. We talked more. I learned more about me and more about her.

I printed out her natal chart and a brief report on her personality. I was puzzled because it didn't match her. But when she read it, she explained. That was her old self. She had worked through many of the traits she didn't feel were right and had transformed herself into a totally different person. She had worked away most of the negative traits assigned to her by her stars. Amazing.

We wandered around Stockholm. We met a friend of hers.

I offered to take her back to my place. I played some music for her. I showed her the first half of Princess Mononoke. A friend called her and was freaking out, kept saying he had this major paranoid feeling she was in danger. I quietly scribed a sigil of protection. I gave here a little 3 inch bunny I was saving for her birthday. In that bunny I took a star from the sky and a nugget from the center of the planet and placed them inside. It provides balance and stability. A connection between Heaven and Earth.

We shared my bed. No hanky-panky. Just two new friends sharing a bed. It's been a long time. I miss it. It's been so long I was wondering if people believed I was offensive to the touch.

I will not suffer that for much longer. I am going to fucking fix myself. The next time I am not going to miss out on another 'Linda'. Whoever, whatever she may be. I will stop losing. I will stop missing out. I will stop being left out.

EDIT:
Well, apparently the boards went down, which might have explained why I couldn't get into SG this morning. ANyway...all pics gone, but if you are curious, my Natal Chart is up in My Pics and see if you can find the really cool shape in my lines. I feel special