I dreamt last night.. I dreamt about this war.
I dreamt that, within the year, this war would become nuclear.
Has anyone noticed that we have subdued and occupied about 70% of Iraq at this point?
Beyond that, has anyone noticed that we still haven't found any evidence NbC weapons?
What if Iraq turns out to not have WmD, what then?
What could then be...
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I dreamt that, within the year, this war would become nuclear.
Has anyone noticed that we have subdued and occupied about 70% of Iraq at this point?
Beyond that, has anyone noticed that we still haven't found any evidence NbC weapons?
What if Iraq turns out to not have WmD, what then?
What could then be...
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I am still a slave.
Eyes closed, bent at the waist.
What if Iraqi Army commanders follow their orders, and they use deployed chemical weaponry when the Coalition armies reach Bagdhad?
I doubt we will retaliate with chemical weapons. They are illegal by international law.
However, I can find nothing that states that nuclear weapons are illegal.
Further, Pres. Bush has ordered the deployment of...
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Eyes closed, bent at the waist.
What if Iraqi Army commanders follow their orders, and they use deployed chemical weaponry when the Coalition armies reach Bagdhad?
I doubt we will retaliate with chemical weapons. They are illegal by international law.
However, I can find nothing that states that nuclear weapons are illegal.
Further, Pres. Bush has ordered the deployment of...
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cutthekidinhalf:
I am much confused...
I don;t want any war..because i don't wanna see anyone dies....whoever they are...
Is this all about economy?
is it all about oil?
Is bush a real international terrorist?
or it's just about battle of showing who is stronger...
damn did you see that soldier lady was was captured by Iraqi soldiers?
she looked very very frightened,,,
Is any war really necessary???
I don;t want any war..because i don't wanna see anyone dies....whoever they are...
Is this all about economy?
is it all about oil?
Is bush a real international terrorist?
or it's just about battle of showing who is stronger...
damn did you see that soldier lady was was captured by Iraqi soldiers?
she looked very very frightened,,,
Is any war really necessary???
hel:
hi hello aloha bonjour salut hola
After I left City Club....
I ran into Nadine. Nadine is a little Goddess.
She convinced me to meet her at the works.
Shortly after arriving at The Works, I came upon Kevin Fisher.
I have missed him.
In his company was Johnna. She damn near wet herself when she first saw.
What a reaction..
She threw her arms around me and demanded, without explanation,...
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I ran into Nadine. Nadine is a little Goddess.
She convinced me to meet her at the works.
Shortly after arriving at The Works, I came upon Kevin Fisher.
I have missed him.
In his company was Johnna. She damn near wet herself when she first saw.
What a reaction..
She threw her arms around me and demanded, without explanation,...
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saturn1:
and because of what you think of yourself more than anything.
hel:
no babydoll, you're still on ,my list the site has a new feature now where the girls list are secret, no one can see them but us. i swear your still on there though. go here for proof http://suicidegirls.com/boards/The%20Site/13678/
:hel:
:hel:
I am that little motion inside a painful, empty skull.
I consort with pain, and lust, and some fuck-pigs.
My baby behind me, I have to take the cold, dead hand of another.
My trememdous belly can boast only fear and another declaration of the unwanted.
I consort with pain, and lust, and some fuck-pigs.
My baby behind me, I have to take the cold, dead hand of another.
My trememdous belly can boast only fear and another declaration of the unwanted.
saturn1:
where are you ... i can only sleep with someone in the bed with me, i hate it.
i think you should write more if you don't already
i think you should write more if you don't already
hel:
very nice
:hel:
:hel:
The things that go through one's head while packed into a crowd and fully intoxicated by an entheogen.
I am a twisted fucking mess.
Tonight there were a billion other eyes and they were each as blind as I. I was everything that follows me, everything that terrorizes me.
I was kat and giant sweaty exboyfriends and failure and heroin .. I was sex and...
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I am a twisted fucking mess.
Tonight there were a billion other eyes and they were each as blind as I. I was everything that follows me, everything that terrorizes me.
I was kat and giant sweaty exboyfriends and failure and heroin .. I was sex and...
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really, I don't want to live like this anymore.
I am out.. somehow.
I dont want to register with anyone, and i dont want to be addicted to something else.
If i cannot get away, then I am going to die.
I am out.. somehow.
I dont want to register with anyone, and i dont want to be addicted to something else.
If i cannot get away, then I am going to die.
thalia1:
i know i've told you this before, but i'll say it again.
change things--move, take up something new, i don't know, but if you don't change something you are going to drive yourself mad!! you have so much feeling and you seem to be losing that somehow....deadened in a way.....i just hope you can see your way through all of this and come out the other side renewed somehow....
xoxo thalia
if you ever need to vent, you know me email address! k?
chin up!!
change things--move, take up something new, i don't know, but if you don't change something you are going to drive yourself mad!! you have so much feeling and you seem to be losing that somehow....deadened in a way.....i just hope you can see your way through all of this and come out the other side renewed somehow....
xoxo thalia
if you ever need to vent, you know me email address! k?
chin up!!
saturn1:
please let me help you. i refuse to lose anyone else to this and really, i refuse to lose you. i'm sure other people feel the same way.
I have been hiding out lately.
I have A LOT of work to do, and I have been going full-steam on the new Clear website (www.clearmag.com)
This project is getting bigger than I had anticipated.
Damn Flash.
Anyhow, I recieved a little email form kathleen the other day. It wasn't much more than thinly veiled anger and hate, futily attempting to justify the fact that...
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I have A LOT of work to do, and I have been going full-steam on the new Clear website (www.clearmag.com)
This project is getting bigger than I had anticipated.
Damn Flash.
Anyhow, I recieved a little email form kathleen the other day. It wasn't much more than thinly veiled anger and hate, futily attempting to justify the fact that...
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saturn1:
sorry, i know it probably shouldn't be coming from me, but fuck her. if she wants you out of her life she should leave you alone.
i am home and tired. i'll talk to you soon just checking the journals here... i miss you.
i am home and tired. i'll talk to you soon just checking the journals here... i miss you.
saturn1:
you should go to pigface/tkk with me friday i bought two tickets without asking anyone if they were free ... if you are it'd be fun
love?
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cutthekidinhalf:
it can be fake,,,
it can manipulate you ..
it can help u live in a better world..
it can hurt u,
maybe it's something doesn't exist but ppl are just hoping it does.. eh?
endless love? where?
it can manipulate you ..
it can help u live in a better world..
it can hurt u,
maybe it's something doesn't exist but ppl are just hoping it does.. eh?
endless love? where?
saturn1:
is there any?
Ok.. Nala is fantastic.
I am completely bogged down with projects to finish. Not that I am complaining, because I feel that I am lucky to be a designer that is actually working..
I guess I need to go into hiding and get this work done.
I am completely bogged down with projects to finish. Not that I am complaining, because I feel that I am lucky to be a designer that is actually working..
I guess I need to go into hiding and get this work done.
I am not sure if I could have achieved less in any one day than today.
I have been in a not so great headspace lately. I have no desire, no joy, no "need" to take care of anything.
I want a way out.
I have been in a not so great headspace lately. I have no desire, no joy, no "need" to take care of anything.
I want a way out.
saturn1:
i think i like those contacts better.
i'm sure i'll miss you love
i'm sure i'll miss you love
april1:
I hear that.
I've been wanting a way out for a while now.
Now I have to practice something I'm not very good at: patience
I've been wanting a way out for a while now.
Now I have to practice something I'm not very good at: patience
yeah,, oh what are they gonna say? I know I know
they will say " OOps ma bad,, well we just wanted to prepare..for 'in case' when they have nbc..."
because u know, American government gets paranoid,, reacts quackily and makes tones of mistakes...
but all those mistakes they have made... they always have really good manulative excuses( they call it justice, right???)
Well they do that over and over..u know why? cause those people with huge Amrican flags in their front porches,,,they do love US government and they will support them anyways...United my ass stand... yeah damn right~
[Edited on Apr 05, 2003]
i just watched news and they said 79 American soldiers got killed so far.. I mean I respect those ones who sacrified their lives...but look what US media trying to say... they are saying Iraqis are BAD...
they never report how many Iraqis AMerican soldiers killed... they are estimating around couple thousands..yeah civilians are included!!!yea yea.... so AMerican soldiers are so strong and bad too,, right??