I haven't written since mid june.
I don't really know that I have had too much to say, not anything that anyone would really like to read.
I wonder how you are. It has been forever since we have even spoken.
You are so damn far away now... It is so surreal for me.
Try to understand; the monster that I was... the way I NEEDED to behave then..
I never even fully realized who you were to me.
Now, our time together is like some strange dream.
In my wretched sleep, there are dreams that are so joyful, nothing like my life at all.
You are there (all of you are), and there isn't this stupid hate and there isnt this vast, incurable space.
It is so simple, I miss you.
Never forget.
I don't really know that I have had too much to say, not anything that anyone would really like to read.
I wonder how you are. It has been forever since we have even spoken.
You are so damn far away now... It is so surreal for me.
Try to understand; the monster that I was... the way I NEEDED to behave then..
I never even fully realized who you were to me.
Now, our time together is like some strange dream.
In my wretched sleep, there are dreams that are so joyful, nothing like my life at all.
You are there (all of you are), and there isn't this stupid hate and there isnt this vast, incurable space.
It is so simple, I miss you.
Never forget.
cureelise:
how's u sweetness . the last time we chatted was a very drunken call from me 
it's a shame that we didn't get to hang while I was in detroit. I'm going to make a point of it next time I'm there. things are going pretty good for me. I'm about to age another year and I'm not looking forward to this b-day. I don't want to turn 31. 
I miss u . we should chat sometime soon n catch up.
how's u sweetness . the last time we chatted was a very drunken call from me it's a shame that we didn't get to hang while I was in detroit. I'm going to make a point of it next time I'm there. things are going pretty good for me. I'm about to age another year and I'm not looking forward to this b-day. I don't want to turn 31. I miss u . we should chat sometime soon n catch up.
cureelise:
being 31 isn't as bad as I thought it would be . had a blast on my B-day - was hurtin the day after though how r things going for u sweety ?????????
how r things going for u sweety ?????????