vassago

Tonight, I am fristrated.
I spent a lot of my day thinking, and re-thinking... almost in circles.

Today was more positive than a lot fo them are for me.
Ive been working my ass off at A LOT of my troubles, so to speak.

I am getting somewhere.

I feel hopeful, like I might just beat 'this'.
I might get somewhere, all on my very own. yay for me.

So, I feel well.
It isn't so often that I write when I am doing well.
I have a lot to be thankful for today.

I've begun rennovating my flat.. it's going to be fuckiong hot.
And I have a clean bill of health. yippee.
I just wish that the skank c**t that lies about me could see the fucking paperwork and shut the fuck up and die or something.
She doesn't even know me. At all.
After all, legally.. her bullshit is slander. I should press some charges.

And I have total proof.

Anyhow.. Really, Im well.
Ive been busy today.
And I think that is the key for me...
...To staying clean, to keeping my cheeks dry, to maintain hope, to keep a razor from my arm..
Busy, busy, busy.

I will get there.
Maybe 'you' will be waiting for me?
...maybe??