Last night I saw you, In a dream.
It was one of those vivid, shaking dreams... the sort that leaves you a little broken.
Now, my heart hurts. I wish I had one to turn to, to be held or told the truth about my heart...
But I've locked myself in this stone tower. And I hide here undesired.
Still, I give myself these dreams.
It was so strange.. I wanted to hold you so bad. It was so different for us there than it is in this place.
Fear destroys everything.
I sometimes find myself aching just to be able to talk to you. Perhaps I am selfish, or stubborn.
But I am what I am.
I carry a savagely broken heart. I hide it from my world, because I am judged and spat on.
In all of that, I am the fool.
I should never have let them steal any of my spirit.
I am the asshole who let them make me cold.
What Ive become is tired and cruel and ugly. You know that I am right.
Only hitting bottom can restore the innocence lost by the sort of path I have taken.
I am on my way down.
It was one of those vivid, shaking dreams... the sort that leaves you a little broken.
Now, my heart hurts. I wish I had one to turn to, to be held or told the truth about my heart...
But I've locked myself in this stone tower. And I hide here undesired.
Still, I give myself these dreams.
It was so strange.. I wanted to hold you so bad. It was so different for us there than it is in this place.
Fear destroys everything.
I sometimes find myself aching just to be able to talk to you. Perhaps I am selfish, or stubborn.
But I am what I am.
I carry a savagely broken heart. I hide it from my world, because I am judged and spat on.
In all of that, I am the fool.
I should never have let them steal any of my spirit.
I am the asshole who let them make me cold.
What Ive become is tired and cruel and ugly. You know that I am right.
Only hitting bottom can restore the innocence lost by the sort of path I have taken.
I am on my way down.
cureelise:
hey sweetie just tried calling u . wanted to see how things are . I've been thinking about u and u were in my dream last night. it was nice we were chillin out at my pad watching movies. i would tell u what movie but they kept changing. germ was rollin us one while I made us some popcorn. then we got high and had fun chillin with eachother. talking about whatever came to mind . I do remember me talking about a big bunny. I think i have easter on my mind or something