When I need you, You turn your back.
What a pattern of behavior... and I am called weak.
Here is why noone hears from me, here is why I hide now.
This is such an empty way to live.
I feel so condemned, broken.
I need a connection, I am alone.
I'm fighting; for sobriety, for sanity, for a reason...
and it is a fight uphill.
I am without reflection.
What a pattern of behavior... and I am called weak.
Here is why noone hears from me, here is why I hide now.
This is such an empty way to live.
I feel so condemned, broken.
I need a connection, I am alone.
I'm fighting; for sobriety, for sanity, for a reason...
and it is a fight uphill.
I am without reflection.
cureelise:
hey sweety i miss u , could really use one of our talks. found out that my dad has two lumps in his leg today that need to be checked out soon. we are all praying that's they aren't cancerous 
also wanted to talk to u about some other shit thats going on since u see to be one of those who i open up too and can figure out my basket case of a head. 
I hope u don't feel like i've been turning my back on u. if it seems like i have i'm sowwy. i wouldn't want u to feel like that . u mean a lot to me as a friend . u are one that has been where i have and we have an understanding when it comes to that.
also wanted to talk to u about some other shit thats going on since u see to be one of those who i open up too and can figure out my basket case of a head. I hope u don't feel like i've been turning my back on u. if it seems like i have i'm sowwy. i wouldn't want u to feel like that . u mean a lot to me as a friend . u are one that has been where i have and we have an understanding when it comes to that.