went to NA tonight.
im coming upon my 30 days of sobriety... this week.
when i get it, Im moving back home. The reason I haven't yet is because Im afraid of all the H near my condo.. but Ive got to face it sometime...
...Im feeling much better now, I should do just fine.
Im on an opiate blocker just in case.
My place is going to be lonely. Shit, Im lonely now.
Ive lost those closest to me, i think.
Fuck, I feel so guilty. No way to fix any of it, amends just arent enough.
I,ll get used to the emptiness, Im sure.
You who haven't left me; I wont take so lightly now.
I love you... Heather, Dawn, Audra, Madison, Jeremy, Jess, Brooke, Cheryl...
It is a short but beautiful list.
You are so fucking appreciated.
Thank you for attempting to stay in touch, for supporting a boy who wounded you.
I'll make it right, i promise.
Just don't turn away, please.
And thank you for the support here at SG... you too are appreciated.
im coming upon my 30 days of sobriety... this week.
when i get it, Im moving back home. The reason I haven't yet is because Im afraid of all the H near my condo.. but Ive got to face it sometime...
...Im feeling much better now, I should do just fine.
Im on an opiate blocker just in case.
My place is going to be lonely. Shit, Im lonely now.
Ive lost those closest to me, i think.
Fuck, I feel so guilty. No way to fix any of it, amends just arent enough.
I,ll get used to the emptiness, Im sure.
You who haven't left me; I wont take so lightly now.
I love you... Heather, Dawn, Audra, Madison, Jeremy, Jess, Brooke, Cheryl...
It is a short but beautiful list.
You are so fucking appreciated.
Thank you for attempting to stay in touch, for supporting a boy who wounded you.
I'll make it right, i promise.
Just don't turn away, please.
And thank you for the support here at SG... you too are appreciated.
germ13:
Dude! A month is a great leap. Now you know you've done one month you can do another and so on. I have supreme confidence in you 
kira:
that's fucking awsome...i'm so very proud of you... 