"Saturn's" birthday today.
my love is 27.. she thinks she is old..
Id like to see her.
Things used to be really good with all of my friends. I didn't know that at the time... I miss Kat, Starli, Heather, Rick, the Clan..
Losing my friends has crushed me, and it makes me feel old.
I wish I could do something to get back there... to a place where Im not so lonely.. a place where the very best of those people are close to me again. If it is possible, I will sacrifice what I must to get there.
...meet me halfway?
This waking up thing is painful. I'm still groggy and confused. I have a billion questions... like, where are my loved ones? Did I dream them while I was away?
It is so fucked that a little lie we tell ourselves can overcloud our entire understanding of what "Is".
..and then there "is" that lie to contend with. Im getting bored.
Love. now.
my love is 27.. she thinks she is old..
Id like to see her.
Things used to be really good with all of my friends. I didn't know that at the time... I miss Kat, Starli, Heather, Rick, the Clan..
Losing my friends has crushed me, and it makes me feel old.
I wish I could do something to get back there... to a place where Im not so lonely.. a place where the very best of those people are close to me again. If it is possible, I will sacrifice what I must to get there.
...meet me halfway?
This waking up thing is painful. I'm still groggy and confused. I have a billion questions... like, where are my loved ones? Did I dream them while I was away?
It is so fucked that a little lie we tell ourselves can overcloud our entire understanding of what "Is".
..and then there "is" that lie to contend with. Im getting bored.
Love. now.
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i wish i couldve gone with everyone to detroit...but alas im poor.
I completely understand the whole losing touch with your friends comment..it's usually my fault though cause I drift away from them..for a new taste in my mouth cause it all gets stale so quickly for me..I'm a junkie for life.