vassago

As usual, it has been awhile since i have posted on here.
I rarely visit Sg lately.... though i have meant to do something about that for awhile.

Im going to be adding some images to the "pics" section, should anyone care at all. I've made it a point to get re-aquainted with this site... i see that a lot has changed since i was a truly active member.

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Life has thrown alot of serious 'strangeness' at me lately.... these past several months.
So much is changing, while i have still managed to slide into a pattern of sometimes awful routines.
The compulsion is really the worst of it all. It is like some hideous demon under my skin, it tries everything to drive me back into intoxication. everything, and anything....
Living with a curse like this rips the soul apart. Even the moment to moment sense of living dries up and shrivels away. Daily life just gets so morose... it becomes so natural to contemplate other ways of liberation.
Can i go where the demon cannot follow?

I am blessed to have a remarkable soul in my sight... her presence is a spectacular reminder of just how beautiful life really could be. There are days when her gaze is the only thing that gives me cause to breathe.

Like tonight, tonight i can breathe.