Things that have been making the pain go away:
1. Radiohead B-sides
2. Bass guitar shopping, just for the hell of it
3. Video games - Neo Geo fighters, Mame, Command & Conquer, Call of Duty Demo
4. Therapy
5. 10 mg Prozac
6. Mars parties
7. Thinking about/longing for sex, snuggling, pillow talk
8. My article got published, hard copy & net: http://newmobility.com/review_article.cfm?id=745&action=browse
GOT...
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1. Radiohead B-sides
2. Bass guitar shopping, just for the hell of it
3. Video games - Neo Geo fighters, Mame, Command & Conquer, Call of Duty Demo
4. Therapy
5. 10 mg Prozac
6. Mars parties
7. Thinking about/longing for sex, snuggling, pillow talk
8. My article got published, hard copy & net: http://newmobility.com/review_article.cfm?id=745&action=browse
GOT...
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Has anyone seen any lost jobs in the mental health field, CAUSE I CANT F'ING FIND ONE 
I'm writing cause chiquita yelled at me, christ, I'm writin', I'm writin'...............
JOKE TIME
So the 7 Dwarfs make a trip to the vatican (word pursposely not capitalized) to meet the pope. The pope appears in all his pointy hatted glory & greets the Dwarfs, & proceeds to...
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I'm writing cause chiquita yelled at me, christ, I'm writin', I'm writin'...............
JOKE TIME
So the 7 Dwarfs make a trip to the vatican (word pursposely not capitalized) to meet the pope. The pope appears in all his pointy hatted glory & greets the Dwarfs, & proceeds to...
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babyblue:
Yes, it elicited a mild chuckle...
clara:
Hello, Lee. My brain is tired, so just "Hello, Lee."
Good for me, just found out an article I wrote last month is gonna be published in New Mobility, a disability rights/innovation mag. And get this, getting paid! Paid for WRITING! How very satisfying being paid for being creative & doing something I love. $250, maybe I'll buy an SG pal a present, whatcha want?
I'm the pitcher, YOURE the catcher! Or am I the...
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chiquita:
heeeeey vk--
awesome news on the paycheck for the writing...that rocks!
many paths to lurve...most suck. aren't i the helpful one?
xo!
awesome news on the paycheck for the writing...that rocks!
many paths to lurve...most suck. aren't i the helpful one?
xo!
chiquita:
update this stale bitch!!
as far as a trip to nc anytime soon...snowball's chance.
though i most likely will make it out for her wedding to fellow sg pb. i'd love to catch up for a cocktail!
take good care, lee
as far as a trip to nc anytime soon...snowball's chance.
though i most likely will make it out for her wedding to fellow sg pb. i'd love to catch up for a cocktail!
take good care, lee
Leave me alone, weinerdog
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girlblue:
well to your credit noncomdrone and i were once a couple, but we became just friends in august of last year. then i met partiallyblind and realized what i had been missing my whole life.
nc is not so bad, i was thinking of moving to london but raleigh is so much cheaper and more convenient.
nc is not so bad, i was thinking of moving to london but raleigh is so much cheaper and more convenient.
girlblue:
congrats on the article!
don't worry about chiquita, she just takes a break every now and then.
don't worry about chiquita, she just takes a break every now and then.
I am back, the beauty & SG smarts suckered me back in, I dunno, I've been a non-member for about 8 months & I must say I missed the vibe around here though I need to participate more, as I tend to isolate myself (fucking SERIOUS obsessor I am, my own worse goddamn enemy). I must say I re-joined out of some horniness, but also...
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chiquita:
heeeeeeeeey!! welcome back, mister!
owning does own...i miss my house while i'm up here in new york for a month. it's cool though. gotta get me turtles!
buena suerte, ese!
owning does own...i miss my house while i'm up here in new york for a month. it's cool though. gotta get me turtles!
buena suerte, ese!
Someone say something funny, quick
Or wise, some life-altering wisdom would do......
Anybody have suggestions on how to better love yourself?
Anybody wanna make out?
*sigh*
Or wise, some life-altering wisdom would do......
Anybody have suggestions on how to better love yourself?
Anybody wanna make out?
*sigh*
zaftigg:
just don't fuck a mirror... things can get rather messy...
cl0ck
cl0ck
ninjatuner set my ass right, Haiku be 5-7-5, so without ado here's whats on top o' the brain
Music it drives me
Gives voice to what I cant say
Vocabulary
Would love anybody else's off-the-top-of-their-head-haiku
always interesting
Hmmmmm, is there such a thing as 5-4-5 Haiku?
Music it drives me
Gives voice to what I cant say
Vocabulary
Would love anybody else's off-the-top-of-their-head-haiku
always interesting
Hmmmmm, is there such a thing as 5-4-5 Haiku?
Love escapes me lately, mainly because I've been on the lookout for it which of course is the time I think it's least likely to strike.......has anybody seen my girl?
As of last week, I am an official HOMEOWNER, hard to believe, feels righteous.......now I need a job...........I always do things backwards........
I'm ripping this idea off from someone else's journal (can't remember who), but...
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As of last week, I am an official HOMEOWNER, hard to believe, feels righteous.......now I need a job...........I always do things backwards........
I'm ripping this idea off from someone else's journal (can't remember who), but...
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ninjatuner:
Hmm.
I thought haiku was 5-7-5. Am I high?
I thought haiku was 5-7-5. Am I high?
vanillakinky:
Oh shit! Ur right dude, 5-7-5, I feel like such a lameass........Thanks for the heads-up
A pain that won't stop
They wipe your heart up with a mop
Ruled over by a fucking cop
The obsessive cycle, will it stop?
Inward, not outward, thats the secret
Or is it a curse?
Want to reach gustatory bliss? Your first taste bud orgasm? BUY: Kettle Chips, Krinkle Cut, Salt & Fresh Ground Pepper variety
Dia dyed?.............What color?
They wipe your heart up with a mop
Ruled over by a fucking cop
The obsessive cycle, will it stop?
Inward, not outward, thats the secret
Or is it a curse?
Want to reach gustatory bliss? Your first taste bud orgasm? BUY: Kettle Chips, Krinkle Cut, Salt & Fresh Ground Pepper variety
Dia dyed?.............What color?
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desiderata:
nice... a girl who likes gangsta movies like i do. the godfather, goodfellas, donnie brasco, casino, goodfellas, bronx tale, carlitos way... i'm kind of obsessed..
vanillakinky:
Classics all those, I need to add Carlito's way, HIGHLY underrated flick
I'M A DUDE.......the above pic is of muse Dia, it just a small homage to the woman herself
Starting to wonder if the Dia pic was what got me journal lovin
I'M A DUDE.......the above pic is of muse Dia, it just a small homage to the woman herself
Starting to wonder if the Dia pic was what got me journal lovin
A piece I wrote recently, title is 'Animal One':
A boiling hot sun breaks the horizon, shattering dark serenity in trade of enlightened birth of the heartless food chain.
The plain swelters over dried chipping muddy flats, swaying parched cat tail grasses.
Who is at whose mercy? The chain stands tall with little forgiveness.
Life flourishes almost as abundantly as brushes with death, fortunes made...
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A boiling hot sun breaks the horizon, shattering dark serenity in trade of enlightened birth of the heartless food chain.
The plain swelters over dried chipping muddy flats, swaying parched cat tail grasses.
Who is at whose mercy? The chain stands tall with little forgiveness.
Life flourishes almost as abundantly as brushes with death, fortunes made...
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indie:
you have a funny profile picture...
mike11:
I like your profile pic too.
Okay, so I almost split, what a drama queen..........what drew me back in?............Beauty...........& Boobs..........The boobs brought me back, that & I actually dig a few folks round these here parts.................sorry bout the drama..........
Me life - just picked up my latest acquisition, invested in an original Simpsons cell, couldn't resist, pure modern art for me wall, inspiring, a timeless piece which be capturing modern life...........the...
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Me life - just picked up my latest acquisition, invested in an original Simpsons cell, couldn't resist, pure modern art for me wall, inspiring, a timeless piece which be capturing modern life...........the...
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dia:
I'm glad you didn't quit, yes, such the drama indeed, but not yours! Don't worry about other peoples' bullshit. I love the homage Because it is exactly what I am talking 'bout here.
By the way, I'd love to have a body clad in PVC, but guess what's hard to find in anything resembling my size??? Anything PVC. Five fetish shops and a lot of tears later, I am still without anything to wear. Le sigh. Didn't see any Latex either, Leather is too expensive, and the Rubber Fetish place appeared to hate my guts, along with everyone's guts, and everything was like four hundred bucks, though I'd love a rubber nuns outfit, holy mother mary.
Because it is exactly what I am talking 'bout here.
By the way, I'd love to have a body clad in PVC, but guess what's hard to find in anything resembling my size??? Anything PVC. Five fetish shops and a lot of tears later, I am still without anything to wear. Le sigh. Didn't see any Latex either, Leather is too expensive, and the Rubber Fetish place appeared to hate my guts, along with everyone's guts, and everything was like four hundred bucks, though I'd love a rubber nuns outfit, holy mother mary.
vanillakinky:
Fetish-wear shopping trip with Dia *body quivers*............*she comes out of dressing room* how does this look?..........um, okay, but have a seat on my lap & let me shine up that latex catsuit with my bottle of oil *buff, buff, buff, squeek, squeek, squeek*.............*quiver*
Forgive me for indulging in the fantasy.......I'd dig being ur latex/PVC source.......different roll for me.........kinky fetish sugar-daddy........bankrolling kinky beauty........
seriously, are rubberists snobs or something? Why'd they act so pissy?
Um, just for the sake of 'argument', what PVC piece would you want? what size?
The above is making me feel like a true perve...........perversion is good, right? right?
Forgive me for indulging in the fantasy.......I'd dig being ur latex/PVC source.......different roll for me.........kinky fetish sugar-daddy........bankrolling kinky beauty........
seriously, are rubberists snobs or something? Why'd they act so pissy?
Um, just for the sake of 'argument', what PVC piece would you want? what size?
The above is making me feel like a true perve...........perversion is good, right? right?
I think I'm packin' it in campers, the SG vibe just doesnt seem as great as I thought it'd be, or as good as it used to be, seems the air is changing around here, plus no journal lovin' for a while so it seems a sign.........
I may return, when I get a fuckin' job, membership be expensive...........
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I may return, when I get a fuckin' job, membership be expensive
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solisis:
woah woah woah.... let's not go nuts here.... no reason to jump ship. no fly. no go. see, we be silent types. there is love. but um...
damn. i can't conjur up a reason. I noticed the bug as well and i don't know what it is. Just figure that when it's time to go then it's time to go. perhaps it's just a temporary online flu. things will get better. yeah.....
damn. i can't conjur up a reason. I noticed the bug as well and i don't know what it is. Just figure that when it's time to go then it's time to go. perhaps it's just a temporary online flu. things will get better. yeah.....
vanillakinky:
Solisis, you may indeed be correct, perhaps a bit too impulsive in my decision, plus I was a frustrated mutha in life when I wrote my adios..............plus the boobies..................I keep coming back for the boobs.............boobs are good..............& nothing beats SG boob....................I'll hang around & see if things pick up...........boobs.............
job sounds challenging and interesting and kinda scary. i'm sure you'll kick ass...so to speak.
only 10 mg of prozac?! pppshaw...lightweight!