i hate feeling like it's not getting better. nights like this just make parts of me ache that i forgot i had. i can't decide if it's her i can't live without or i just can't live with being this lonely. either way, i'm at a standstill. i'm not sure what would make it better. eight months is a long time to be unsure, and...
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realizing i was eighteen when i got an account here. five years ago. and most of my pictures are that old too. creepy.

Here's this.

my friend chelsea's band, a fire with friends. i like them, they're super cool folks and impressive musicians.

so the weekend in maryland went pretty well. i'm an amazing cook, in case anyone didn't know. saturday night i made my mom, sister, and her fiance an amazing dinner and drank some really fantastic beer. i went to the student talent show at the school where my sister works and felt entirely out of place. high school, you are lost on me. sorry.

i...
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going to a show to see the opening band and realizing that the venue billed it wrong sucks. i want my fourteen bucks and dignity back.

of all the shit sick puppies tend to remind me of, clips like this are what i fucking live for. they're just bad ass and talented as hell. also, emma looks fucking amazing. what a cool ass chick.

cute girls are cute.

honestly, i think cute girls trump hot girls on my sexiness scale.

i've been in a much better mood since i got my new vibrator.

this is no coincidence.

pups in less than two weeks.

i'm not even sure how i'm going to deal with going to this show. i'm insanely excited but at the same time, it's my first show in like eight months. the first one without asshole, and two days before my birthday, which just so happens to the six month anniversary of my break up. at least i get to...
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