I talked to my very first girlfriend today again for the first time in about 3 years. It felt wierd to talk to her after all this time, we talked about a lot of things, she was really surprised that i remember alot more then she thought i would, like the very first time i saw her about 10 years ago...damn it been 10 years already?
We talked about the first time we made love (notice i said made love not have sex) Just talking to her made me forget that i'm very depressed right now...i don't know what it is or what she said but i felt really good...hell, i even smiled
I think i'm going to have to go and see her when i go to Mexico this X-Mas...but for now i'm going to bed... 
yummygoodness:
hey hun, im glad to hear ur at lease happy now. damn it i thought i made u happy lol