valhala

Still no disneyland pictures cause ryan is a lazy poopface.

Speaking of him... I'm stuck in a dilemma for the past month and a half or so while Ryan and i were unoffically dating I've pretty much lived with him... and the nights we spend apart which is one night a week if even that. We both can't sleep. So Ryan obviously invited me to move in. I really really want to... I feel like deep down this could work really well, I'm not afraid we'll fight all the time. I'm more afraid my family wont help me with my phone car and other shit... like they are now... I'm worried that I wont be able to keep paying for school >.< But i really really want to do it... Ryan even says he makes enough that he wouldnt want me to pay rent anyways, but I might feel guilty about that... I should be getting a raise at each job soon... so I dont know how to not justify it... I'm pretty crazy about this guy, which is something I don't usually do. We both have really long track records in our past relationship and we work really well together... after spending almost every moment together for over a month i havent found anything about him that bugs me...

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