New Blog Time...
aaahhh...
::deletes really long blog with way too much detail::
long story short... I'm definitely falling for this guy....who've I known forever...but only just starting hanging out with again recently. many many moons ago we were "friends with benefits"... I think it might be different this time. It just feels different. We haven't had that talk as to what it is we're doing. But I'm scared. I could REALLY fall for this guy...like REALLY fall for him. Way back in the day..he was basically my first EVERYTHING..and now we're all grown up, and have great conversation and amazing sexual chemistry.
I'm so f'in scared i'm going to get hurt. Like I said... i could REALLY fall for him. I AM REALLY falling for him...and it just feels like he and I are finally together at the right time and right place.... my friends like him! (which let me tell you...it's difficult to find a guy that my friends like).. and I'm just so petrified of getting hurt...and I think it's too early to have that.."where is this going?" convo.... It almost makes me want to pull back just so i don't get hurt.
But then again... it could be amazing! It could be wonderful! AAAH! so confused!
anywho...my weekend was ok. Friday night had a fantastic dinner at this amazing Italian restaurant in East Hanover...then hung out outside a bar and got ignored (lame)
Saturday was fun... had a bon fire, booze, apples to apples, and guitar hero with GetFighted, WishFace (AKA Cody the Creeper Joner Meaty Log), and said guy...that was def full of win.
Ok...that's it for my long winded ranting blog.
Bed Time
oooh one more thing..
aaahhh...
::deletes really long blog with way too much detail::
long story short... I'm definitely falling for this guy....who've I known forever...but only just starting hanging out with again recently. many many moons ago we were "friends with benefits"... I think it might be different this time. It just feels different. We haven't had that talk as to what it is we're doing. But I'm scared. I could REALLY fall for this guy...like REALLY fall for him. Way back in the day..he was basically my first EVERYTHING..and now we're all grown up, and have great conversation and amazing sexual chemistry.
I'm so f'in scared i'm going to get hurt. Like I said... i could REALLY fall for him. I AM REALLY falling for him...and it just feels like he and I are finally together at the right time and right place.... my friends like him! (which let me tell you...it's difficult to find a guy that my friends like).. and I'm just so petrified of getting hurt...and I think it's too early to have that.."where is this going?" convo.... It almost makes me want to pull back just so i don't get hurt.
But then again... it could be amazing! It could be wonderful! AAAH! so confused!
anywho...my weekend was ok. Friday night had a fantastic dinner at this amazing Italian restaurant in East Hanover...then hung out outside a bar and got ignored (lame)
Saturday was fun... had a bon fire, booze, apples to apples, and guitar hero with GetFighted, WishFace (AKA Cody the Creeper Joner Meaty Log), and said guy...that was def full of win.
Ok...that's it for my long winded ranting blog.
Bed Time
oooh one more thing..
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astrokill:
Hi, thanks for the comments on my blog! I'm glad I awed you. 
For the tat, hmmmm, I didn't think it would look trampy at all. But now that I think about it, it is getting pervasive around the city. It's almost like everyone is calling attention to that. However, I was thinking on another option, how about at the base of your back? Somewhere way above your butt, but righ on the midle of your back? That way, it's more subtle, it's not flashy, and the only way someone is gotta see it is if they know you intimately or if you are in a beach. Plus, I think that would look hot in some way. It's far more "you've gotta know me to get what you see". Almost like discovering a secret. 
For the tat, hmmmm, I didn't think it would look trampy at all. But now that I think about it, it is getting pervasive around the city. It's almost like everyone is calling attention to that. However, I was thinking on another option, how about at the base of your back? Somewhere way above your butt, but righ on the midle of your back? That way, it's more subtle, it's not flashy, and the only way someone is gotta see it is if they know you intimately or if you are in a beach. Plus, I think that would look hot in some way. It's far more "you've gotta know me to get what you see". Almost like discovering a secret. 
ravioli:
zomg expiration! come back to us soon