So I sit here thinking, wondering what I should do, maybe to place pencil to paper or brush to canvas. Perhaps I should have my fingers dance across my keyboard and pray something interesting comes out of it. So I sit, I debate, I wonder, and nothing gets done. the sketches forgotten until I happen to glance that way. The cards tossed on the desk. The controllers for game systems gathering dust. how long has it been since I turned on the tv? I can not remember. Does it matter, no not really.